Never be the one that can cause a family to break up!!!

I dunno y i just CANT ignored this... i wish i could and i wish i would,it really got nth to do with me at all..its your life,your body and your sins

I recently met up with a long lost friend and we talk for awhile and asking each other bout life, told my friend that I'm a single dad and been divorced since 2002 and my Friend told me bout she being neglect by her husband and now having a bf which is still married( WHICH IS STILL MARRIED MEANS...GOT WIFE,GOT KIDS AND STAYS TOGETHER) ....So i ask her, WTH u thinking and sleeping with someone else husband? dun u felt for the wife?( i mean u r wife yourself) and for the kids( the cute and innocent kids that thought the mum loves the dad and vice versa..the family that goes out on weekend and the hubby which flirt on weekdays.I was thinking ..omg,where is your dignity and compassion as a wife/mother and human being, yes we have needs in life,but u dun have to sleep with someone husband just for the needs.
I ask her y and she explains that ,the 2 of them have many things in common and on the same boat,which she said to me,my BF wife nvr sleeps with my bf after the child is born....AND i asked her, how u know? she answer...my bf tell me!!!! MY BF TELLS ME? of cos your bf will be sounding like one hell of pathetic old man and says he nvr gets sex from the wife...cos he wanted to just have it with u , i said...

SHE got so angry bout this... i mean , she is an educated woman and she can be so gullible in trusting mans word? OMG! i was shocked at this,i respect her cos she single handedly raised her daughter and the respect i have before...just gone like a wind..... think bout the fate of the wife and kids,what if the wife found out? wat if they got a divorced cos of your affair? is it fair on the kids? the wife? i dun give a damn bout wat your bf and u did.. i was just thinking bout the wife and kids.. they are kept in the dark and thinking they have a great dad and hubby which stays at home on Sunday and bring them out ...but wat they dunno is the great hubby and dad was screwing outside of home... i just hate and despise these ppl and LOOK HERE, U KNOW WHO U R AND U MAY NOT LIKE WAT I SAY OR WAT I DO...EVEN IF U TELL YOUR BF BOUT THIS , I DUN GIVE A DAMN AND HE KNOW WHERE TO FIND ME.....what u both do are just a shameless act of behaviour which leads to suffering of the kids if found out...If u wanna get a bf,get a single guy and i wont say all this things at all....

HATE ME OR LOVE ME...... FOR REAL I DUN GIVE A SHIT BOUT WAT U THINK OF ME!
THIS IS ME,LIKE IT OR NOT.......

Disappointment to a noble soul is what cold water is to burning metal; it strengthens, tempers, intensifies, but never destroys it

Ones best success comes after their greatest disappointments

Heard this long time ago and never thought i would look up upon that words now...All my life i been struggling,in my career,my relationship,my life and everything else...to me, i never seen happiness that goes on and on,no matter how beautiful the roses is,there is still torns in it.No matter how smooth the road is,there is still hump and road crack along it.

Y I'm saying all this, is because,after a year or running ELEVEN@BUSSORAH , we made a decision to closed it due to the fact that the landlord insist on increasing the rental to an amount we are not happy with and when we made the decision to leave.....someone from middle east took it up.Look how money makes the world change, If i have that money,things will be very different.I'm just normal chef who wanna have a decent job serving quality food for a normal price..my profit is very little but I'm happy with that.Good food should not be expensive

SAD.DISSAPOINTED.ANGRY.HEPLESS....this is all that i felt right now.I cant do anything much but see where all this brings me,luckily i have teaching as a backup on my free times like in secondary sch,offices and of cos in SITI"s Delights. I learn to take things easy and let it go... i learn than no matter what happen,life goes on..

To those who have been supporting me and frequent eleven,I'm sorry i failed u ppl.I thought it would last,but i lost to others who have more financial support,i let u down...SORRY.


I will find a new place soon and do wat i do best at...cooking for u ppl.

THANKS FOR THE GREAT YEAR

Andri

KUDA KEPANG

Its really been awhile since my last blog and finally i update it again.I'm not going to talk bout wat had happen to me and my silence but I'm writing bout something which I'm always fascinated about...


There are several possible origins of Kuda Kepang. It is said to derive from the struggles of “Wali Songo”, a group of nine Islamic preachers in Java. Others said it originated from the movement of horses commanded by Ali, the fourth Muslim Caliph. There are several dance rhythms or patterns: the 'Sola', 'Selendang', 'Pak Tani', 'Pucuk Rebung', 'Perjuangan', and 'Mempertahankan Diri'. The bobbing movement of the performers and their horse puppet is called 'Lenggang Kiprah'.

The kuda kepang trend have long been introduced and performed in SG,during wedding and other ceremony and now the popularity of this dance is so great that u see in on every weekend.

I was fascinated by them since i was young and never got a chance to come so close till now when my younger brother joined a local kudang kepang group called Treo Jadti Limo.Week by week i follow and observed and week by week i wanted to be a part and learn bout this beautiful culture which makes family comes together and watch the troupe perform, i was so enticed with their dance movement and dance and i tell myself..ONE day ,i wanna ride on the house and feel it for myself.

I really respect every single one of them which perform and keep the culture alive, to those who involved in kuda kepang scenes..I have the highest respect for each one of u i hope u keep the dreams of persevering the culture no matter what it takes and how hard it takes.....