Wednesday, June 25, 2008

WE r rule by DICTATOR




We r rule by DICTATOR..................

I know it sound harsh but hey.....its true OKAY!!!!
We are rule by them, wat we know is just Pay And Pay....wat else? was damn pissed when i was in the petrol station and the regular pump attendant was telling me" TOWKAY....ki liao hor" Iknw wat he meant, petrol price increase....haix.

It getting more and more expensive to drive and with more ERP charges i think im going to just put my car in a box and keep in carpark...wats the point to drive?

They give us a bit of cash ,let say bout $500 to help us overcome the recession and they take 100% percent back from us with these little little things they increase...I RATHER THEY SHAFT THE $500 UP TO WHERE THE SUN WONT SHINE AND LEAVE THE PRICE AND INCREASE OF LIVING COST ALONE......

They make it so easy for ppl to buy car with easy loan and financing but they take all of it back with the cost of owning and driving...SIR, from the bottomof my heart,u got a fucking good brain!!!!!

Wat can ppl like us which is proud to be called SINGAPOREAN DO? noting and really nothing at all.... we serve 2 yrs in army and still serving as NSman.and we cant even have a say or any option...Its either their way or the HIGHWAY,talk too much u kena fine dun talk u r just bottling up your feelings which is dangerous for yourself. I just recently got fined from CMPB cos nver attend IPPT and RT ,and its $300 gone....WTF!..I didnt go cos i was wrking and to attend 2 times per week RT is just too demanding for my boss to allowed, im wrking in fnb and not in office...and if i lost my job, do u think they will help me put money on the table? YA DREAM ON!!

I SERIOUSLY feel we should have opposition and a strong party to fight for the rights of the middle and lower income ppl,even though we all know we cant will,Look at the past opposition party and wat happen to them? Talk alot kena sue, cannot pay? go jail, bankrupt and lots more....

Yes im angry, but wat can i do ? nth just blog and complain here... haha

disclaimer..( wat ever written here got nothing to do with anyone ,dead or alive) LOL

Saturday, June 21, 2008

COW OR COW


MOO MOO MOO......thats wat ppl know how a cow sound like, and i wanna tell u that i like or i definitely loves COW...


Cow,gives us lots of food,milk and some culture worship them..even if my culture didnt worship them.I do....i loves them.Their colour,their sacrices,their milk, and their movement really is cool....

Some cow oso have piercing,cool right... especially if they pierce on their nose. i likeeeeeeee.

I oso believe that cow is infact a gives from god to all mankind and to me especially..to some of u , u might be wondering y this guy post something bout COWS,i just wanna say to u that I LOVE COW........

Sunday, May 25, 2008

THE JOURNEY HAVE JUST BEGUN.......eleven




26th April is the last time i blog and time have been very kind to me..... After leaving Menotti and say my last goodbye to the staff, my boss and mentor Chef Roberto and my lovely kitchen i working on a new place......

Its not as big as Menotti but its where i feel comfortable in, 30 to 40 seating...a place i called my own and all my hardwork paid off when i open the door..

I name the plc....ELEVEN.....y ELEVEN U MAY ASK?

Firstly its the address and secondly ELEVEN IS MADE UP OR 1 AND 1 =11 .. In life u can nvr be or live alone, even if u think u can... the other 1 will be GOD... for me Tia is my other 1 and hencefore ELEVEN IS BORN......

Saturday, April 26, 2008

I Think i stop BLOGGING


U R ENTITLED TO YOUR OWN OPINION AND IM ENTITLED TO MIND...

DATS the title for my blog and i think its time i stop writting....Y? i just hated the tagboard and the comments some of them wrote...its just felt like i cant express my thoughts and feelings here without being condemed and run down...not one blog i write have all the good comments and motivation,there r sure to be a bad apple in a basket of good apples

Someone nice put up this blog for me to express my thoughts and feelings as i been keeping all my sorrow and hatred in me, its really eating me..and my fren put up this blog with all the things i need for me to express myself as she thinks its not good for me to just keep and hide all my sorrow in me..Thnks FIZ!!!!

I think its time im back to square one and hide all my sorrow again, the blogs really helps me alot in writting down all the incident,sorrow,happinese and things that happen to me and my life but even that oso ppl wanna run me down...i dunnoo y?

I apologised, i told them im sorry and even at times regrets wat i did in my past and some ppl still cant forgive me,maybe to them black will always be black and can never be turn to white.....yes i agreed its hard and difficult,but im trying my best and trying hard......

I work 12 to 14 hrs a day day and night and i love to write and blog bout things and even that u ppl have to take it away from me..its cruel though but i undersand we r living in a cruel world and society,im just an odinary guy who wrks my ass off for a lving and making the best of wat i have...and even that i cant be given the freedom or write and speeech....

Im just so tired of this cyberworld things and i think the best plc to be is in the reality world and my own world.....SOrry i removed the TAGBOAARD and to those who leave me a positives comments, i thank u from the bottom of my heart and to those who leave me a negatives comments, thnks to u that i wont write how i felt anymore...im not angry ,just dissapointed cos wen i suddenly felt that by writting i have a freedom or speech and thinking....u ppl throw me back in my own prison wall even without checking if im guilty or not...

Cyberworld is truly a cruel world where ppl just hide behind their pc and talk bout ppl,i dun wan this anymore and for my job.... if i was given the choice, i would choose the ovrseas and left all this behind and if its happen.....its my third time in solitary.....FIRST...while i was in prison.....SECOND is wen i got a divorced ....and THIRD......is because of how ppl think and their perception on me............I may look strong n fierce but im actually weak, im weak with all the negatives thought ppl have on me and for the record...im just truly dissapointed with all the TAGG.......remember the title of the blog.....U HAVE YOUR OWN OPINION AND I HAVE MINE ...but your opinion is just jumping into conclusion

Friday, April 25, 2008

Cant fight the feeling......



CANT FIGHT THE FEELINGS....I TOT IM STRong


Normal friday night with big reservation and crowd. its a slam jam day for me... out of the many customer a couple caught my eyes, its a gal i used to date with and meet...... and no matter how strong and stuck up i look, i felt funny, funny that i still feel sad and the jealousy is still there,, no i dint blame her for the break up nor hated her, i just felt its oso not my fault tooo....WHO IS TO BE BLAME?

I nvr sked her if thats the guy she been meeting with or seeing,cos i remember she left me cos i cant commit, i cant gave her wat she wants which is marriage.... i cant spend time and cant even have a decent date.... i know its wrong..BUT....during all the times that i cant date, i cant meet and i cant speend time with her...WHERE THE F%*k AM I? ....im working my ass off in the kitchen and no weekend off and public holiday off for me.....

So is it my work to be blame or is it my passion for cooking?

I will nvr tell her or sms her this, but i just wish i nvr see the sight of them being together, i just wish i nvr hve to be there and see them eating,flirting and having an enjoyable time together, its not that im angry....its just that yes i admit, im jealous.....

But i just wish her all the best and hopefully she found wat she is looking for cos,for me....thru out all these years....i am still searching..searching for wat i oso dunno, but im still waiting for the time wen i have my alightentment......

Thursday, April 24, 2008

happy days



AFTER THE STORM AND RAIN....THERE WILL BE SUNSHINE N MAYBE RAINBOW



Its been few weeks or restless sleep and lots of worries.....finally,i realise that nobody suffer forever,wheels go round and round and wen u r at the bottom,u will eventually go up again ....

I have lots of job oppurtinity that i was shocked myself,all offers suddenly poured in an even my boss have already sign on few new plces( which means we r growing).My regular diners suddenly offered me a place for a chef and willing to take my team, he wanted to open up his own restaurant and willing to hear wat is my terms, my fren in malaysia offer me a job in one of the big hotels,the food supplier which i ordered food from is asking me to join them as his boss is opening a gourmet shop and cafe,2 jobs in perth and even a cooking sch email me to join as a trainer....HOWS THAT FOR A START?....Its good news for me

But my main priority is to hear wat my BOSS AND MENTOR ,CHEF ROBERTO had to offer as there is so much more i can learn from him and the trust he given me all this while is something i thnks him personally.....

ps....for someone name ria who leaves the comment on my comment box,Im sorry if i have hurt u in anyway, but dun go laughing and smilling on somebody else downfall cos in life,,, y the hatred? it wont earn u anything or it wont make u rich? just moved on with life ......and u might not know when is your turn>>>>>>>>

Tuesday, April 22, 2008

cont


contd......................I tot i was strong but to tell u the truth, i been having sleepless nights ,today the chef and manager from the german outlet came down and have a talk bout the renovation,kitchen stuff and equipments for hand over and its struck me that...the time is nearer and nearer and the worse things is i cant do anything bout it....my hands and legs are tied and i really feel like shit...

Even though i know i dun owned Menotti but i can proudly say that, its my life over there,every single incident and details, i was directly or indirectly involved
i spend more time over there than in my own bloody home, if i was a gal,, i would cry openly there..but i still have to remain focus,cool and professional bout the whole things...only god knows how i felt at this moment

Losing menotti was like a failed marriage, and i been there b4, the feeling is the same and i really cant do anything but play the waiting game.... and now the renovation will start earlier....i have sleepless night, dun talk that much,losing appetite and it really hurts alot..i just wish that i could turn back the clock and wrk harder to generate more sales for menotti, but i always tot i did my best, and perhaps my best was not good enough....

I guess this is life, things can just change for an instant and u have to be clever to deal with it,im just waiting for the instruction,and decision from the company and take it from there and start all over again,only this time....its not MENOTTI

Saturday, April 19, 2008

cont........


cont................ after 4 yrs of wking in menotti,suddenly we r going to change the concept and food,from italian to german,from plce for eating to plc of drinking,its a pity and sad moment in my career thinking bout it....

My boss promised nobody is getting fired or the changes wont be massive one but to me it simply means...Thers no more MENOTTI,no more raffles city for me. I really dun wanna be seperated with my team and even my team told me something which touches my heart...they say" CHEF, if we r to be seperated with each other, we all going to tendered our letter,deep in me, i was crying, crying with tears of dissapointment that the ppl who i shouted,scolded, and reprimand during their work stint here actually wanted to staay on with me in their career...DUN GET ME WRONG,i scoded-for thier own benefit and learning process....i shouted-during operation times to get things going and smooth sailing and i reprimanded-to let them feel that nobody is indispensable for me at anywher...

I really wanted to stay with them but as a chef and an employee for my BOSS,i have to respect his decision and his visionfor the group best interest...he promised he will have a plc for me and my team to startn wrk together again after Menotti and he promised that he will find a plc for me,but....its not MENOTTI and it will nevr be the same again.....

Come july, than i know where i go and wher i stand.. i might stay , i might go...watever it is, MENOTTI is one of the best plc i wrk at and it will always be in my heart and memory...... LIFE WILL NVR BE THE SAME AFTER MENOTTI.....

Friday, April 18, 2008

GST.....Give Some Take.......more

thats the hidden meaning for the some of money given to us .... i got $600 and they pay me in 3 times payment......wahhhhhhh.

wahhhhh FOR how long? i rather they shaft the $600 up to the plce where the sun dun shine than give it to me.....y? give us some money later they take all our money.... look at the rising price of everything.... damn scary , petrol,rice,rental ,erp,transportation,minister pay,minister pay...all go up, only our pay.....NEVER,wen is the last time they say, we will increase PTE sector pay? dun have lo...only GOV sector go up,up, and up....sian,as if ppl in pte sector earn more than in GOV....HAIX

Its getting really difficult to live in sg,the rich getting richer n the poor n middle income family,getting worse...

I dunno how long can we stand n suffer and ponder upon our future generation, they will suffer more ,,, i will make sure by kids... will join the gov sector and enjoy the priveledges....bonus,rebates and much much more.....but wat to do...SINGAPOREAN MA,,, only can talk in blog,frens n taxi driver......but LLPL....cant do anything

Monday, April 14, 2008

My time is up...............


Hi guys, im sorry for not updating the blog...was going thru a bad patch ...I got the news that in 3 month time..Menotti is going to be change to another outlet,a drinking plc with more beers and less food...Y? the changes is due to the fact that Menotti does not generates enough to sustain the high cost of rental and raw product...Some customers are whining that y is there such a need to change the concept and i have to explain that with due respect for my Boss and directors,the changes is more to a business strategy than anything else..

I been here since DAY 1 and yes i admit, wen i heard the news... i go home and cried.Did the changes affect me? yes it did.....very much infact.I was here wen they opened their doors, i was here thru thick and thin and i was here wen Menotti was at its peak and making money......I was here wrking with just 3 staff before, wen the kitchen nearly caught fire,was here wen lots of things happen and i will definitely be here wen Menotti closed its door.....

This is the place where i make a name for myself,wrking my ass off and bring it to where it belong and only to lose it due to higher rental and higher Raw materials, theres nth we can do as we cant increased the priced anymore cos we just did it and by increasing more....we lose customer..

Till than..... i see how my job gonna be but i will produced and continue serving a good quality food and serviced untill we closed the door..........

Wednesday, April 2, 2008

once in a life


Fyi, I'm a Muslim, but not really a staunch one, but becos of religious beliefs, as well as going thru my religious studies as an RK subject fro O "Levels", it actually enlightened me to the next level.

I am not sure of which religion you're having, but i don't think that will pose any difference. I believe every religion has a fundamentals of relieving sentient beings from suffering in one way or another.

I took Muslim Studies as my O Level subject, and i also join my school's muslim Studies Society, primary to learn more abt the religion.

So during those days, i got to learn abt the meaning of life & death. In a Islam teachings death may mean enlightenment, which is a people going to a Paradise & never need to be reborn to this world of sufferings.Or people who had bad karma will be punished accordingly , or suffer some other things depending on their deeds done in previous life.

I especially agree that a person will feel very upset when thinking of death. Actually, we can feel this upsetness even if we see a funeral of some unfortunate accidents resulting in deaths. Cos we are all humans, have emotions & feelings, so its absolutely normal.

Its not easy to curb such things cos its always in ourself. A people who doesn't drop tears & have emotions isn't normal at all.

For me as a guy, similarly, i can drop tears why I hear an emotional song/music piece or after watching a touching scene from a movie.

I can truly understand that type of feeling you're having. I can tell you is that, everyone will have the same feeling, just that people don't want to face it. I can say that the people working in hospital is the most emotionally strong, cos there're deaths regularly in that place.

My own mindset is, try to accompany parents whenever we can, try to see what they like to do or things that they favour, we try all means to achieve that to make them happen. Its really very ironic, becos we can only be more fillial to parents only when we're at this age. I suppose we are more matured now.

I am not an expert counsellor, so i can't give superb advise to you, but the thing to do is not to take things too hard. Let go a bit, don't dwell into things too much. Thats why when you go for religious lessons, the respective religious teachers could also provide good guidance & advise to students.

Hope that i am not that naggy. I done Quran reading in Secondary school days. Now hardly does it. Its helps to relax mind & stay focus.

I hope this will be meaningful to thoese of u which read it... Y diffrenciate ppl with colour,race or religioun,we all have RED blood.....

Sunday, March 30, 2008




I was walking around in a Target store, when I saw a cashier hand this
little boy some money back..


The boy couldn't have been more than 5 or 6 years old.


The Cashier said, 'I'm sorry, but you don't have enough money to buy this doll.'


Then the little boy turned to the old woman next to him: ''Granny, are
you sure I don't have enough money?''


The old lady replied: ''You know that you don't have enough money to buy
this doll, my dear.''


Then she asked him to stay there for just 5 minutes while she went to look around.
She left quickly.


The little boy was still holding the doll in his hand.


Finally, I walked toward him and I asked him who he wished to give this doll
to.


'It's the doll that my sister loved most and wanted so much for Christmas.


She was sure that Santa Claus would bring it to her.'


I replied to him that maybe Santa Claus would bring it to her after
all, and not to worry.


But he replied to me sadly. 'No, Santa Claus can't bring it to her
where she is now.


I have to give the doll to my mommy so that she can give it to my sister
when she goes there.'


His eyes were so sad while saying this.


'My Sister has gone to be with God. Daddy says that Mommy is going to
see God very soon too, so I thought that she could take the doll with her to
give it to my sister.''


My heart nearly stopped.


The little boy looked up at me and said: 'I told daddy to tell mommy
not to go yet. I need her to wait until I come back from the mall.'


Then he showed me a very nice photo of him where he was laughing. He then
told me 'I want mommy to take my picture with her so she won't forget me'


'I love my mommy and I wish she doesn't have to leave me, but daddy
says that she has to go to be with my little sister.'


Then he looked again at the doll with sad eyes, very quietly.


I quickly reached for my wallet and said to the boy. 'Suppose we check again,
just in case you do have enough money for the doll?''


'OK' he said, 'I hope I do have enough.' I added some of my money
to his without him seeing and we started to count it.


There was enough for the doll and even some spare money.


The little boy said: 'Thank you God for giving me enough money!'


Then he looked at me and added, 'I asked last night before I went to sleep
for God to make sure I had enough money to buy this doll, so that mommy
could give it to my


sister. He heard me!''


'I also wanted to have enough money to buy a white rose for my mommy,
but I didn't dare to ask God for too much.


But He gave me enough to buy the doll and a white rose.''


'My mommy loves white roses.'


A few minutes later, the old lady returned and I left with my basket.


I finished my shopping in a totally different state from when I started.


I couldn't get the little boy out of my mind.


Then I remembered a local news paper article two days ago, which
mentioned a drunk man in a truck, who hit a car occupied by a young


woman and a little girl.


The little girl died right away, and the mother was left in a critical state.
The family had to decide whether to pull the plug on the life-sustaining machine,
because the


young woman would not be able to recover from the coma.


Was this the family of the little boy?


Two days after this encounter with the little boy, I read in the news
paper that the young woman had passed away.


I couldn't stop myself as I bought a bunch of white roses and I went to
the funeral home where the body of the young woman was exposed for people
to see and make last


wishes before her burial.


She was there, in her coffin, holding a beautiful white rose in her
hand with the photo of the little boy and the doll placed over her chest..


I left the place, teary-eyed, feeling that my life had been changed for
ever... The love that the little boy had for his mother and his
sister is still, to this day, hard


to imagine.


And in a fraction of a second, a drunk driver had taken all this away
from him.




SO TO PPL OUT THERE....LOVE YOUR FAMILY AS IF THEY WILL BE GONE TOMORO AND TO THOSE IDIOTS WHO DRINK N DRIVE........ GO TO HELL

Friday, March 28, 2008

world gone crazy.....





Seen a couple of pic from the website and going to share with u .... look at the spermbank in china....cool huh...wish SG sperm bank starts this too and i bet with have a long Q n the bank will nvr be short or SPERM.....PLS MR MINISTER, hear my suggestion....LOL

Look at Ah Meng,he is enjoying himself with the BLOWJOB...who says only man enjoy bj....so do animal...

The other picture, showing the young monkey doing his own bj...cute right?????

Wednesday, March 26, 2008

value of woman

A value of woman.....from my points of view, i know im not that religious but i could not help it after reading this somewhere...



THE VALUE OF A WOMAN.... THIS COULD NOT BE SAID MORE BEATIFULLY....BECAREFUL IF U MAKE A WOMAN CRY AS GOD COUNTS HER TEARS..A WOMAN CAME OUT OF A MAN"S RIB AND NOT FROM HIS FEET TO BE WALKED ON,NOT FROM HIS HEAD TO BE SUPERIOR OVER,BUT FROM HIS SIDE TO BE EQUAL....UNDER THE ARMS TO BE PROTECTED AND NEXT TO THE HEAART TO BE LOVED.......

The woman mention here is not only meant to be a wife,it can be our mom,siblings or frens....so be very careful if u think u wanna make gal cry....

Saturday, March 22, 2008

LEVAN WEE......


Dear Levan Wee....
read the news in paper bout your recent blogpost and heard singaporean are damn angry and pissed with the post bout ugly ppl and bout the African boy..... hmmm. Idunno y they r pissed off with u as i think wen u talk out ugly ppl, i was more of thinking that u r talking bout your ownself.....
I mean, all the while wen u wrote bout ugly ppl, its all u,u and u.... i mean look at yourself, i recalled there a saying bout...REN BU XIANG REN,GUI BU XIANG GUI....simply translated to,HUMAN NOT LIKE HUMAN, GHOST NOT LIKE GHOST....wink wink

BUt its a really bad post u did there,and i think....nobody is ugly,everybody is beatiful in their own way dude.....look at u ... u r ugly,but u got a talent.... god is great...

Tuesday, March 18, 2008





28 things u have to know bout GUYS,,,,,




1. Guys hate sluts even though they have sex with them!


2. Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.


3. Guys go crazy over a girl's smile.


4. Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him


5. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest.


6. Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved.


7. Don't talk about your guy friends to your boyfriend.


8. Guys get jealous easily.


9. Guys are more emotional than they'd like people to think.


10. Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?!..uh...nevermind.." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out.


11. Guys are good flatterers when courting but they usually stammer when they talk to a girl they really like.


12. A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.


13. Guys love you more than you love them if they are serious in your relationships.


14. Guys think WAY too much. One small thing a girl does, even if she doesn't notice it can make the guy think about it for hours, trying to figure out what it meant.


15. Guys seek for advice from girls not other guys. Because most guys think alike, so if one guy's confused, then we're all confused.


16. When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, "Please come and listen to me."


17. If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn't happen that often, so when it does, you know something's up.


18. If your best guy friend seems to avoid you or is never around when you're with your boyfriend, he's probably jealous and likes you.


19. When a guy tells you that you are beautiful, don't say you aren't. It makes them want to stop telling you because they don't want you to disagree with them.


20. When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he's definitely thinking something.


21. Guys don't like girls who punch harder than they do.


22. A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.


23. Don't be a snob. Guys can be intimidated and give up easily.


24. Guys talk about girls more than girls talk about guys.


25. Guys hate rejection, but they hate being led on even more.


26. If you are going to reject a guy, just do it. Don't say they are like a brother or just good friends, it just hurts even more. Tell them that you aren't interested in a relationship and they will respect you.


27. Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions and are MAD confusing but somehow are drawn even more to them.


28. When a guy sacrifices his sleep and health just to be with you, he really likes you and wants to be with you as much as possible.

Wednesday, March 12, 2008

pleasing a woman




Woman says there r not difficult to pleased......think again.HERE are few or i mean 54 pointers to make a woman happy.and woman still insists its easy to pleased them......haix....



A man only needs to be: 1. a friend 2 .a companion 3. a lover 4. a brother 5. a father 6. a master 7. a chef 8. an electrician 9. a carpenter 10. a plumber 11. a mechanic 12. a decorator 13. a stylist 14. a sexologist 15. a gynecologist 16. a psychologist 17. a pest exterminator 18. a psychiatrist 19. a healer 20. a good listener 21. an organizer 22. a good father 23. very clean 24. sympathetic 25. athletic 26. warm 27. attentive 28. gallant 29. intelligent 30. funny 31. creative 32. tender 33. strong 34. understanding 35. tolerant 36. prudent 37. ambitious 38. capable 39. courageous 40. determined 41. true 42. dependable 43. passionate 44. compassionate WITHOUT FORGETTING TO: 45. give her compliments regularly 46. love shopping 47. be honest 48. be very rich 49. not stress her out 50. not look at other girls AND AT THE SAME TIME, YOU MUST ALSO: 51. give her lots of attention, but expect little yourself 52. give her lots of time, especially time for herself 53. give her lots of space, never worrying about where she goes IT IS VERY IMPORTANT: 54. Never to forget: * birthdays * anniversaries * arrangements she makes

Monday, March 10, 2008

JUST FOR LAUGH

JUST FOR LAUGH


THIS IS FROM WOMAN PESONAL AD......

40-ish..............................49
Adventurous.....................Slept with all your friends
Athletic............................No boobs
Average looking.................Ugly
Beautiful...........................Pathological liar
Contagious Smile................Does a lot of pills
Emotionally secure..............On medication
Feminist............................Fat
Free spirit..........................Junkie
Friendship first...................Former slut
Fun..................................Annoying
Gentle..............................Dull
New Age...........................Body hair in the wrong places
Open-minded.....................Desperate
Outgoing...........................Loud and Embarrassing
Passionate........................Sloppy drunk
Poet.................................Depressive
Professional.......................Bitch
Romantic...........................Frigid
Voluptuous........................Very Fat
Large frame.......................Hugely Fat
Wants Soul mate................Stalker
Widow..............................Murderer

EVEN AFTER READING THIS.... I STILL LOVE WOMAN

WOMEN'S ENGLISH

1. Yes = No
2. No = Yes
3. Maybe = No
4. We need = I want
5. I am sorry = you'll be sorry
6. We need to talk = you're in trouble
7. Sure, go ahead = you better not
8. Do what you want = you will pay for this later
9. I am not upset = of course I am upset, you moron!
10. You're very attentive tonight = is sex all you ever think about?

MEN'S ENGLISH

1. I am hungry = I am hungry
2. I am sleepy = I am sleepy
3. I am tired = I am tired
4. Nice dress = Nice cleavage!
5. I love you = let's have sex now
6. I am bored = Do you want to have sex?
7. May I have this dance? = I'd like to have sex with you
8. Can I call you sometime? = I'd like to have sex with you
9. Do you want to go to a movie? = I'd like to have sex with you
10. Can I take you out to dinner? = I'd like to have sex with you
11. Those shoes don't go with that outfit = I'm gay

And finally.....

A recent scientific study found that women find different male faces attractive depending on where they are in their menstrual cycle.
For example, when a woman is ovulating she will prefer a man with rugged, masculine features.
However when she is menstruating, she prefers a man doused in petrol and set on fire, with scissors stuck in his eye and a cricket stump shoved up his backside.

Thursday, March 6, 2008

TOILET BREAK





I have to share with u this email... it makes the escaped terorist looks like a star.......If we enjoy the show PRISON BREAK....we now have another show caleed TOILET BREAK....LOL

It just normal for sg gov to say, oh...the centre was guided by MOSTLY GURKHA...ya ya ya blame and outsider instead of ourself..(wats new)

Wednesday, March 5, 2008


Lots of things is happening last week and this week........firstly, im gonna lose the laptop....secondly my buddy Chef Amri is opening his own bistro(AMRI LE BISTRO) serving authentic french bistro with modern touch.... i seen the menu and it will be a big hit with customer....its at 17 east coast road.....near the siglap shell station... i went there to take a look at the plc and i was damn proud of him...(i wish i will have something like that one day) I know this guy have the potential to make it big and even though he didnt win the chef selebriti...he proved to us he make it...so i just wanna tell the winnner and producer....U CAN SHAFT THAT CHEF SELEBRITI TROPHY UP YOUR OWN ASS....cos my buddy here proved to himself,to us and to his fans that winning is not everything.....I will give n help him in anyway i can..

chef alfie...is oso doing well in PUBLIC HOUSE @ rendevous hotel,running his own kitchen,he showing progress and earning good...no off day,7 days a week..and he got hair now.....lol.Infact he looks better with hair....

This sunday...chef akmal is having his big day...i have a mix feelings ,cos i hated wedding and nvr attend one after mine.....i just hate it as i just dun wanna remind myself of my own....abit emo , but thats life.

2 more good news, first will be the lauching of 'HANYA' in may....it will features the 12 chef monthly....so take a look ,its free anyway...lol

secondly..... the TRIPLE'A', ME,Chef Amri n Chef Alfie...will be cooking in SG EXPO hall from 20th till 23rd of march..its was an ivitation by Chef SITI DELIGHTS ..it was such an honour to be ask to cook in this pretigious event.......

Tuesday, March 4, 2008

A SINGLE DAD PLEADS...............

TO MY CHILD
Just for this morning, I am going to smile when I see your face
and laugh when I feel like crying.
Just for this morning, I will let you choose what you want to wear,
and smile and say how perfect it is.
Just for this morning, I am going to step over the laundry
and pick you up and take you to the park to play.
Just for this morning, I will leave the dishes in the sink,
and let you teach me how to put that puzzle of yours together.
Just for this afternoon, I will unplug the telephone and keep the computer off,
and sit with you in the backyard and blow bubbles.
Just for this afternoon, I will not yell once, not even a tiny grumble
when you scream and whine for the ice cream truck,
and I will buy you one if he comes by.
Just for this afternoon, I won't worry about what you are going to be when you grow up,
or second guess every decision I have made where you are concerned.
Just for this afternoon, I will let you help me bake cookies,
and I won't stand over you trying to fix them.
Just for this afternoon, I will take us to McDonald's and buy us both a Happy Meal
so you can have both toys.
Just for this evening, I will hold you in my arms and tell you a story
about how you were born and how much I love you.
Just for this evening, I will let you splash in the tub and not get angry.
Just for this evening, I will let you stay up late while we sit on the porch
and count all the stars.
Just for this evening, I will snuggle beside you for hours,
and miss my favourite TV shows.
Just for this evening when I run my finger through your hair as you pray,
I will simply be grateful that God has given me the greatest gift ever given.
I will think about the mothers and fathers who are searching for their missing children,
the mothers and fathers who are visiting their children's graves instead of their bedrooms.
The mothers and fathers who are in hospital rooms
watching their children suffer senselessly and screaming inside that little body
And when I kiss you goodnight I will hold you a little tighter, a little longer.
It is then, that I will thank God for you, and ask him for nothing,
except one more day.............






I just realised that, y we cant give our dad the same love as wat we gave our mom... i dun think we say "i love u dad" even i nvr ever say this....we just take for granted our love for our dad and will nvr ever says this....but,have we ever wonder y? Maybe because we ave this fear for dad and think of them as a fierce and stern looking man...but the only reason y they like that is because ..THEY LOVE US..
The only time i remember bout my dad is when i was a baby,and thats the only time...so i just wanna take this chance to say...DAD ,I LOVE U......

Saturday, March 1, 2008

My Greatest nightmare


Hi guys, sorrry for not updating...... My greatest Nightmares is finally happening. I luv my job and always take get pride in doing it but One day,My Greatest fear HAPPENS........I WAS ASK TO LEAVE MY JOB..

I was giving a 24hrs notice by my BOSS to leave my job,A job that i will love to die for,I was told that i was not up to his expectatition and been having unnecessary trouble at work..THAN my staff was so sad and felt than i was framed and the BOSS is so wrong..wAT im going to do now? where im suposed to go and work and lots more things playing in my ,mind...THAN staff and chef from other outlet came and consoled me...... i WAS hurt,angry and even hated my BOSS for doing this to me and being unreasonable....THAN some of the staff treatened to resign if my BOSS insist of me going...THAN some of the managers asking me to report the matter to the relevant department,THAN i was told by my Operational manager that i can leave on the very day ..THAN o slowly hand over evrythings to my SOUS chef ...THAN........



MY MOM WAKE ME UP FROM MY SLEEP AND SAYS...OI, WAKE UP, WAT TIME ALREADY?
LOL......sorry, its just a lame joke...hope it brighten up your day though..but, thats really is my BIGGEST NIGHTMARE

Tuesday, February 26, 2008

mom oh mom



DEDICATED TO ALL THE MOMS OUT THERE





When you were 8 years
old, your mom handed you an ice
cream. You thanked her by dripping it
all over your lap.


When you were 9 years old, she paid for
piano lessons. You thanked her by
never even bothering to practice.


When you were 10 years old she drove
you all day, from soccer to football
to one birthday party after another.
You thanked her by jumping out of the
car and never looking back.


When you were 11 years old, she took
you and your friends to the movies.
You thanked her by asking to sit in a
different row.


When you were 12 years old, she warned
you not to watch certain TV shows. you thnks her
by waiting for her to leave the house than u watched

When you were 13, she suggested a
haircut that was becoming. You thanked
her by telling her she had no taste.

When you were 14, she paid for a month
away at summer camp. You thanked her by
forgetting to write a single letter.


When you were 15, she came home from
work, looking for a hug. You thanked
her by having your bedroom door locked.


When you were 16, she taught you how
to drive her car. You thanked her by
taking it every chance you could.


When you were 17, she was expecting
an important call. You thanked her by
being on the phone all night.


When you were 18, she cried at your
high school graduation . You thanked
her by staying out partying until dawn.


When you were 19, she paid for your
college tuition, drove you to campus
carried your bags . You thanked her by
saying good-bye outside the dorm so you
wouldn't be embarrassed in front of
your friends.


When you were 25, she helped to pay
for your wedding, and she cried and
told you how deeply she loved you. You
thanked her by moving halfway across
the country.


When you were 50, she fell ill and
needed you to take care of her. You
thanked her by reading about the
burden parents become to their
children.And then, one day, she
quietly
died.
And everything you never did came
crashing down like thunder on YOUR
HEART..
& If you love
your
MOM & you
thank her
deeply
cos if your mom dies ,and u didn get a chance to thnks her,u will regret it 4ever

Monday, February 25, 2008

MOTHER LUV

MOTHERLY LUV

It sad to know and see with my eyes that old aunty have to sell tissues, collect cardboards and work... i mean, they are at the age where they should be enjoying their life and playing with grandchild...but, we still can see them sloggging...

1 MOTHER CAN TAKE CARE OF 12 CHILDRENS,BUT 12 CHILDREN CANT TAKE CARE OF 1 MOTHER

Its really sad that it happen here and we can see lots of it in our housing estate, I really blame the kids for this,come on...its your mum out there, begging and slogging? the kids should be bloody ashame of themself.....i think , if the old lady knows that this is wat going to happen....i bet they wont even bother to have kids........wats the point have having any wen they all grow up and forget her. The excuses will be that they have no time, they have to work,their mother is the one wanting to work and all the lame excuse they can give......

To all sons n daughter out ther.pls do take care of the old woman at home as without them, u wont even see the world,wont go to sch and such.....they brought us up with their hand and makes us wat we r right now..... so now its time for us to returned them wat we owe them..... the truth is,even we pay them back in this lifetime, its nvr enough.....

while we still have them here, we should care n cherish and not wen they r gone and we regret......

Wednesday, February 20, 2008

My hard journey to be up there


He started as an apprenticeship in GOYA Spanish Restaurant at the former Melia at Scotts Hotel,cleaning pots and pans,throwing rubbish,run errands for the chef,peeling prawns,potato and onions and also developing his culinary skills as a cook in both local and Spanish cuisine .

Andri’s passion for food and cooking lead him to exploring different types of cooking methods and cuisine.HE works with different chef,local and expats,burning his off days and life.Getting fired and shouted was an everyday affair for him and getting picked and pushed around in the kitchen, Andri worked at several local eateries such as Violet Oon’s Kitchen and Admiralty Resort Country Club before joining the renowned BICE Italian Ristorante in Singapore, working side by side with such famous chefs as Giacomo Gallina and future mentor and employer Roberto Galetti of the Garibaldi Group of Restaurants.

It was during his working period at BICE that Andri, fell in love with Italian cuisine and all that it has to offer from the Italian way of cooking, to the pastas, the way of life and the quality fresh produce that Italian cuisine has to offer.

Though his passion for the culinary world is still burning passionately and deeply in him, Andri, decided to explore other ventures before joining Bernie’s, the American Cajun chain restaurants, at Changi in where his boss impressed with his dedication and passion, gave him first hand rein in setting up his new outlet in East Coast Beach. Andri stayed with the company till Bernie left.

After that, Andri was offered to take over the position of Chef De Partie in China Jump, a popular entertainment-oriented restaurant at Chijmes.

Andri returned to his forte of Italian cuisine and reunited with his mentor, Chef Roberto Galetti of the Garibaldi Group of Restaurants as Chef De Cuisine of Menotti Italian Café & Bar and is now guiding his team of kitchen chefs with passion and humility.

Thanks to Chef Andri’s work, Menotti has been featured in several Gastronomic magazines such as the EXPAT, Appetite and Wine & Dine. Today, he brings a unique blend of culinary experience and acumen to establish Menotti as a top-flight dining destination in Singapore.

I WANNA GO AWAY



I wanna go away..... it came to a point in life that i really wanna get out of singapore,i wanna go overseas and work... i think i had enough of MAJULAH SINGAPURA cos the only things that MAJU( move forward) is the goverment and not the citizen...It really getting so expensive in sg...WE work. Get paid and pays our dues,bills,house and wat we left is just the pathetic few hundred dollars for us to use and spend wisely till our next pay day......WTF? IM not going to be like this 4ever...no no no no no no.....

It seems like we have to pay to live and survived...thus PAP really meant PAY N PAY.yes !!! they give us gst rebate,this money that money...they give u hundreds and they take away thousands.....so i rather they keep the money and shaft it up to where the sun dun shine......GST goes up,ERP goes up,BILLS go up,RAW food items go up ,SCHOOL fees goes up and even the PUBLIC transport goes up...but wat nvr GOES UP is our BASIC SALARY...UNLESS( GOV SECTOR)again ,again and again......

Rental too goes up,hse,room,shops and everything....cos there is no Gov body that take care of all these, so owner can go up as and went they want...which means..THE RICH WILL BE RICHER THE POOR WILL BE POORER...is this the country tat i wanna wrk in? i dun think so........

I already applied for certain position overseas and seriously thinking of moving away, its getting so stress in sg,i wanna work abroad as and exxpat or even try cruise liner if i can get my hands on...no more SG job for me.......

Monday, February 18, 2008

for all the ladies who read my blog....this is for u



FOR ALL THE LAIES WHO READ MY BLOG.....THIS ONE IS FOR EACH AND EVERYONE OF U...



30 Things Guys Want Girls To Know!!

1. We're not as perverted as you think we all are.

2. No matter what YOU say, your ex-boyfriend IS a LOSER.

3. We like you to give us hugs and kisses sometimes too.

4. Don't argue with us when we call you beautiful.

5. Don't treat us like crap, what goes around comes around.

6. We know you're pretty, that's one of the reason's we're going out with
you.

7. Don't go into detail about your period. It scares us.

8. If you have cramps and we ask you what's wrong, just tell us it's that
time of the month and nothing more.

9. If you really liked us for us, you would let us think that our
mustache, beard, or sideburns looked cool.

10. We never shave our legs. So get over it.

11. NEVER ask us if you can put makeup on us. It's just wrong............

12. Don't make bets about us, because one of your friends will tell us,
if you don't.

13. When we tell you that you're not fat, believe us.

14. We absolutely do not care about the Backstreet Boys, *NSYNC, 98
Degrees, or what any other guy looks like for that matter.

15. We may not be able to pee accurately all of the time, but at least we
can stand up and go pee.

16. Just cause you think you're always right, doesn't mean that you don't
have to apologize when you do something "wrong."

17. You expect us to say and do sweet things for you, but it would be
nice if you did the same every once in a while. We like to know that you
love us.

18. We can't always be spontaneous, so try to help us make the plans
sometimes.

19. Don't ask us to beat up another guy for you, cause you might get what
you wish for.

20. Never kick us in the nuts "just to see what we would say". That's
just mean.

21. Never pretend like you are going to break up with us and laugh when
we believe you.

22. Pamela Anderson's boobs aren't fake anymore, but we like yours better
anyway.

23. Size doesn't matter, except to idiots who don't want a relationship.

24. PMS is not an excuse.

25. If you want us to put the seat down when we're done, you should put
it up when you're done.

26............ Don't tell us how cute your ex-boyfriend was. That doesn't
turn us on.

27. And always remember: The way to a guys heart is through his
stomach..... and maybe....oh nevermind.

28. NEVER ask us to kiss other guys. You might be that comfy with your
friends, but to us it's just wrong.

29. We always notice how funny it is after your rip out our heart, stick
it down our throat and still want to be friends.

30. And last but not least: We know you're not always right, but we'll
pretend like you are anyway.

Wednesday, February 13, 2008

VALENTINE.....






I wish you were my Valentine
Though I may not be yours,
And I may, in my ignorance,
Be speaking to closed doors.

I have no inkling of your heart,
No hint what you might say;
But when I think of you the sun
Will just not go away.

There is in you a loveliness
That makes my darkness shine,
And so I'll wait, if wait I must,
To be your Valentine.



Tomoro is the day and all couple young n old is going to celebrate it. flowers price go up,chocolate go up( nAbEi) and most restaurant are fully booked,mine is fully booked with 2 seatings and i will see all couples exchanging gift and woman with flowers.... but, i still have to work ,cooking and serving these loverbird...

It nice to be pampered and to be celebrating with your loves ones,at times its not the gifts but the spending time with each other that makes the day feel special...but i always think,if we deeply in love...everyday is VALENTINE DAY..LOL

To those couples out there celebrating,enjoy the honeymoon while it last and to those singles and past the honeymoon period,dun be sad cos wen u think that u are singlw with no partner to celebrate.I am more pathetic cos i have to cook for them...

To those who read my blog....I WISH U , A HAPPY ST VALENTINE......CIAO

Monday, February 11, 2008

sin2


SIN 2

Thanks for the comforting words and kindness, but all of u are just being kind to me..... yes some of thinks its simple to just forgive n forget wat i done, but u and me nvr know how the party i hurt feel.They might still be hating me like **** and nvr forgive n forget.

life still revolves bout wat i did..

I dint go to work last sunday after i wrote the last blog, guess just feeling lousy and down., When i get back to work on Monday , ppl start asking y? this is the first time after 3 yrs , i called and say i not feeling good and dind turn up... so its a suprise. Work load double up for me, i got 1 guy down on mc and 2 guys off, i alway makes a point not to disturb my staff during their off day as i understand off day is precious for ppl like us, to spend time with family,gf or just to rest and recharge.... off day is a luxury to those working in kitchen......

I have to do a new menu for the airline crew and wat i hate most is the costing...... its a task no chef like, and dread.I was given 48 hrs to come out with it and i got to burn midnight oil just to finish the stuff.I hate the wrong thinking of customer complaining bout the olive oil, for your info, olive oil is good for health and its nvr fattening... so dun worry, even sophia lorent the everygreen diva, used olive oil to bath.

So those out there, just appreciate olive oil and enjoy it. Its really good for u and your health.Works today is as usual and nothing much to write, just normal dining and regulars, we getting more n more regulars and most of them we know by their name... thats the thngs bout menotti and y ppl keeps coming back, we always makes them feel at home..

This blog is abit bored. i know.... as i still have the blog bout my past in my head, but once again thanks to those who leave me comment and once again im sorry for wat i did..........

ANG MO JUST WANNA HAVE SEX WITH LOCAL GAL

Cont.....from my last blog, i have good and bad comments....good comments comes from mostly guys who think the same, bad comments comes from woman who thinks they are not SPG its just that wen the matter of heart is concern,they cant control it,,,ya right? now i know y woman says ANG MO are better lover and more attentive......cos the answer is simply they are a better lover? y? THEIR TOOLS SO BIG MEH? and they are attentive? y? THE ONLY REASON Y THEY ARE ATTENTIVE IS THEY DIDNT GET TO SCREW U YET....THATS Y!!!!

We locals man are more pratical than, we see the circumstances,we see the environtment and we oso see if there is feeling involved...but ANG MO, they just screw anything and almost everything....i bet u give wear a skirt and lipstick to a COW.....wen ANG MO is drunk, eventually they will still screw the cow....thats the bottom line cos i said so......

I think we should have banned sungle ANG MO here as expat, as these are the pest and a very difficult ones, i think its called parasites.......but i cant deny, i seen those good ones which really love and respect our local woman...TO THOSE ANG MO WHO TREATED LOCAL GALS LIKE A TOY, YOUR DAUGHTER,AUNT, OR EVEN SISTER WILL GET SCREW BY NIGGER BACK HOME.......

ITs nothing pesonal,just strictly business.....to those not happy with wat i wrote, u can hold my DICK and call me daddy......