Thursday, August 21, 2008

EVERY TUESDAY IS A PAY DAY




KACHIING! KACHIING!.................Every tuesday ,SG getting richer by the millions...u know y?

Monday ---- TOTO
Tuesday---- OFF
WEDNESDAY--- 4D
THURSDAY---- TOTO
FRIDAY ----- HORSE RACING
SATURDAY---- 4D/HORSE RACING
SUNDAY ----- 4D/HORSE RACING

The above table does not include/ Soccer bets/F1 bets/ Scratch cards and many many many more.....and lastly IR IN 2009/2010.... SO BY THAN SG IS NOT ONLY A GAMBLING CITY,BUT GAMBLING REPUBLIC......

The only non gambling day is tues( i think they give face to MUIS) but other than day all day betting.... so thats where they count how many ticket they eat and how much they earn....cool right?

I rather beleve they should build theme park/disney land/water world instead of casino ,just to bring in the foreigners.....right? but of cos....wat they really one is money money money money money and more money.......

we will have a new sg...REGARDLESS OF RACE,LANGUAGE OR RELIGION... SURE GAMBLE HUAT AH!

Love N like



Never leave the one you [{LOVE}]
for the one you ((LIKE))

Because the one you (LIKE) will leave you
for the one they[{LOVE}]

Theone you ((LIKE)) will give you goosebumps;
the one you [{LOVE}] will make you laugh
and send shivers down your spine.

When the one you ((LIKE)) cries, you feel sorry for them;
but when the one you [{LOVE}] cries, you cry for them.


True Love Doesnt Have A Happy Ending
BECAUSE True [{LOVE}] Never Ends

i saw these and i think its true..............

Monday, August 18, 2008

SHE BELIEVE IN ME





While she lays sleeping, I stay out late at night and play my songs
And sometimes all the night can be so long
And it's good when I finally make it home, all alone
While she lays dreaming, I try to get undressed without the light
And quietly she says how was your night?
And I come to her and say, it was all right, and I hold her tight

And she believes in me, I'll never know just what she sees in me
I told her someday if she was my girl, I could change the world
With my little songs, I was wrong
But she has faith in me, and so I go on trying faithfully
And who knows maybe on some special night, if my song is right
I will find a way, find a way...

While she lays waiting, I stumble to the kitchen for a bite
Then I see my old guitar in the night
Just waiting for me like a secret friend, and there's no end
While she lays crying, I fumble with a melody or two
And I'm torn between the things that I should do
And she says to wake her up when I am through,
God her love is true...

And she believes in me, I'll never know just what she sees in me
I told her someday if she was my girl, I could change the world
With my little songs, I was wrong
But she has faith in me, and so I go on trying faithfully
And who knows maybe on some special night, if my song is right
I will find a way, while she waits... while she waits for me!


Stumble upon this song when someone sang the song and i was reading the lyric...its and old song by KENNY ROGERS(MY parents time sia) but the lyric captured my heart with the melody and the way its being sung...This is the kind of woman that i dun mind taking notice of....Im being realistic to say that I DUN NEED A DROP DEAD GORGEOUS GF,A CELEBRITY GF,A RICH GF OR A BODY A MAN COULD DIE FOR GF....i just love a simple gal, which respect her man and acccept our flaws and past....beauty is skin deep,yes its true..we dun bring money wen we die,so y need so much? we dun stays in big condo,big cars wen we die,so y hard up for it? A woman who loves u wholeheartedly is better than a woman who buys u with her cash and beauty...LOVE WITH YOUR HEART NOT YOUR MIND........

Saturday, August 9, 2008

where have all the FLAGS gone



It comes to my attention while walking around my neighbourhood, Singaporean are not interested in NATIONAL DAY anymore,I hardly see the flags outdoor anymore.Tomoro is singapore 43rd birthday but nobody wanna be celebrating it, we all turn out to be in a mourning mode.....Y mourning?

It just because lots of us are not happy. we come to realise that SG to me is not a REPUBLIC...ITS A BEE HIVE.... bee hive cos there only 01 QUEEN BEE, THAN ARMY( wear white colour de)and the rest are US, which they called SINGAPOREAN AKA WORKER BEES...YES,every single one of us, me,u,my ucle,my cuzz,my neighbour,my fren...Cos to stay in the hive, we have to work hard, work hard to give HONEY to the hives,than u think we get to keep the honey? u siao ah!!!! all must give QUEEN BEE.Thats y QUEEN got so much honey and bigger size than the rest of the bees.

Its the same staying In SG, we all wrk hard, take mrt,pay income tax,pay this pay that,this incrreased,that incrreased ... last time they make it so easy to have a 100% loan for a new car,and wen half of singaporean bought it...than they have ERP,increased and everywhere else...and than they promote park n ride and car pool.So after ppl opt for public transport, now they wanna increased the public transport(KNN they so clever sia)

So , are we not like BEES? OUR country dun have a natural resources to sell and make money ,so we are their resources.... everything oso fine ,fine,fine...enough liao lo,they only need to ask ppl to saman us, increased price and pay tax and our country is rich liao...

So i guess, more and more singaporean are hating it and this is the only things we can do to protest,we cant do other protest, cos later kena catch, saman or even makeu bankrupt sia,so most ppl dun even wanna hang and still must buy somemore...


So remember,we r are staying in a hive with a queen bees.....

Friday, August 8, 2008

Tia , i always love u and never will i neglect u




Dear Tia


When Daddy ask u randomly that daddy is going to find a wife and get married, u say DADDY CANNOT GET MARRRIED!...and daddy ask u y? and your answer really makes daddy think,think bout daddy future... will u wan daddy to be single all daddy life?
Do u really dun wan daddy to get married to anyone cos u afraid daddy will neglect u? Mummy get married in 2005 and tis never forbid her? Mummy did not neglect u tia,just that mummy got a new hubby and at times got to spend time with him thats all... mummy loves u

One night i ask my daughter if i can get married and she says NO WAY. I told her she is being unfair to me as she allowed my ex to remarried but not me.Maybe she felt that her mum loves her lest after married as she oso have a new husband to look after other than her, maybe she wans my full attention and not shared me? maybe she afraid i will stop pick her up, hug her to sleep and never bring her out anymore...

TIA...u r wrong, no woman alive can replace u in my heart, no woman alive can stop me from loving u the way i love u always, i rather leave the woman than leaving u Tia. U r my life, and for u i live for and die for

Tuesday, August 5, 2008

OLD FOLKS



U guys must be wondering y the hell this guy post his blog at 5am in the morning.... i tell u a story that touched me and make me cry, yes i cry the whole night after i came home......

At bout 1030 today while i was on my way back to Bugis Mrt, isaw a very pitiful sight, an old woman pushing her cart with carton of boxes and few plastic bags of empty drink cans...I could not help but stop and ask her does she needs help and where is she goig at this time of the night.... she simple look at me and say she going to collect boxes and empty can so she have money to spend and eat....I was stunned by the answer and really pity her

at this point of time, thers only 2 ppl to blame i think... YOUR BLOODY CHILDREN AND GOV....NT !!!!!!

the first one cos he/she never take car of u ............. wats so difficult bout taking care of the hands that once wash your diapers, feed u and nutured u to wat u are now? 1 mother can take care of 12 child but 12 child cant take care of one mother..listen here whoever mum i met just now, if i was your dad and if i know this is how u going to neglect your mum...i wont shoot in my sperm, so that we wont have children like u... comeon la, how bad isit to take in and care for the old pitiful lady( think she bout 67)

the second one to blame is because, dunno wat the fuck they do with our CPF money,maybe they lost in some thai or indon or where investment( but dunno real or not lah) and they extend the CPF thingy till we 65 instead of 55 ..will u let your parents drive taxi at these age, or wash plate? or work in Macdonald? HELL NO... Y THEY JUST DUN GIVE THE MONEY THEY EARN WHILE THEY WERE WRKING AND LET THEM DO WATEVER THEY WANT WITH IT,let them enjoy and play golf or go holiday with the money and u ppl got no right to hold on to wats not yours in the first place.. so only retired businessman,civil servant and retired minister can play golf wen they old,OUR DAD CANNOT MEH? ...i make sure if my dad retired and i can aford to give him luxury and play golf with any of u ,i will ask him hit the ball to hit YOUR BALLS in driving range or in golf course... who the hell will manage to work till 65 unless they stayin good home,own cars with escort,having guards outside their hse, eat good food,and get paid in thousand of dollars in salary and owns holdings and lots of asset, but u oso nvr wrk in mac,drive taxi or do gardening ma, so u dunno.... i dun see the reason y we ppl owe our life to u just because u seperate us from another country......

back to the old lady, so i took out $50 and pass to her and wat she reply touched me and melt my heart, here is a lady which works till late refuse my miney,and some ppl( i dun wan to mention name lo) so rich liao still wanna sue others to make them bankrupt...hello, u must see this old lady and let her lecture u lo. I ask her im sincere in giving and i want her to go home and rest, she sat down and tell me, she will only accept it,if i let her do somthing.... so i say ok, and she say. let me read your palm and u can pay me with the money just now.... here is wat makes me cry

she says

Im a very loving person,but im stupid in expressing it
I respect old ppl and young kids and will try to help and pleased them
I always put others before me and willing to suffer because of that
Im having lots of love around me but i shun all of it just because of something happens before
I dun trust ppl easily
I a hardwrking guys but i will nvr be rich
I can hide my sorrow and happines to anyone and everyone
Im stubborn( very)
Im full of ego and worry bout ppl talking bad bout me
I Will be succesful if i leave town
In my life theres only 3 ppl that i love( i found 2 only)
And ,,,, few others

SHE gave me an advice, DUN DO TO OTHERS ,WAT OTHERS DO TO U AND U WILL LEAD A HAPPY LIFE
tHINKING of wat she says make me cry cos now iknow me from some strangers i meet and she thanks me sincerely and tell me, let your past go once and for all cos it only do u more harm than happinese


Aunty, thnks for those words and yes, i still can let go my past !!!

andri

Saturday, August 2, 2008

Smoking ban



Hi

Its been awhile since i write and i just wanna share something with u, i might be wrong but well,its my BLOG..

When i came home from work,my dad was saying.."your brother kena caaught" so i asked for wat? " for smoking"

He is below 18, so i guess its wrong..but,how many below 18 smokes in sg?u bet thers a lot, so the story goes like, my dad got to wait for another letter, and pay the $300 ( in SG is all bout money.PAY N PAY ) and than its settled

The issue here is, Y shops still selling CIGGY if the they enforce so much restriction? Underage smokers, ban in public places, in pubs and disco, have enforcementt officer catching ppl who throw ciggy butts,fined those who buy illegally and from JB and even the restaurant al fresco is allowed only for smoker,not all but 10% of the outdoor size?????


If they can banned chewing gum, y dun banned CIGGY? ..............

I guess the answer is simple, cos CIGGY generates high profit tax.....simple and straight forward, price incrreased cos the tax of CIGGY increased,and the minister will say bout "oh its unhealthy for ppl to smoke and not fair on those secondhand smokers to inhale them....yes sir,BAllss TO U....

U can allowed ppl to buy more cars,build more ERP, charge this charge that and u think the car that moved on the road gives out clean air? cleaner that ciggy smokes? ya sure....its all because of MONEY.....

Its getting more irritating and really pisssed me of with the DRAMA ,say ciggy no good but u dun wanna ban cos its reaps lots of profit and they will say, they trying to ask ppl like me cut down smoking by increasing the price...YA RIGHT...

SINGAPOREAN are no longer kids and hving the yes sir yes sir 3 black fools kind of attitude,i nvr vote for them everytime,and in times to come, more ppl wont vote for them too, its just too much....

WE wrk hard for 1 month for the money, come end of the month , get paid,pay here pay there and we left with $350 for the whole month usage while waiting for the next month pay....thats life, wat to do? cos they make it like that

Think bout it and wonder, if its difficult for us to go thru life now.....wat bout our children?? and we sing with pride the song every morning is sch......wat are we? we just and object for the country economic development as we know, we dun have natural things to even sell to the world,instead we are the natural source of income for the country........tll than,my heart is sour and lost the respect that i have to be one of u .....cos in the end of the day,i still PAY N PAY......

Thursday, July 24, 2008

i cried when i read this

Hi , this is send to me via email and seriously,i cried while reading it


A Simple Story of True Love and True Care

I was born in a secluded village on a mountain.
Day by day, my parents plowed the yellow dry soil
with their backs towards the sky.

I have a brother who is 3 years younger than me.
I wanted to buy a handkerchief, which all girls around
me seemed to have. So, one day I stole 50 cents from
my father's drawer. Father had discovered about the
stolen money right away.

He made me and my younger brother kneel against the
wall as he held a bamboo stick in his hand.
'Who stole the money?' he asked.
I was stunned, too afraid to talk. Neither of us
admitted to the fault, so he said, 'Fine, if nobody
wants to admit, you two should be beaten!'
He lifted up the bamboo stick.

Suddenly, my younger brother gripped father's hand and
said,' Dad, I was the one who did it!'
The long stick smacked my brother's back repeatedly.
Father was so angry that he kept on whipping my
brother until he lost his breath.
After that, he sat down on our stone bed and scolded
my brother, 'You have learned to steal from your own
house now. What other embarrassing things will you be
possibly doing in the future? You should be beaten to
death, you shameless thief!'
That night, my mother and I hugged my brother. His
body was full of wounds from the beating but he never
shed a single tear.

In the middle of the night, all of sudden, I cried out
loudly. My brother covered my mouth with his little
hand and said, ' Sis, now don't cry anymore.
Everything has happened.'
I still hate myself for not having enough courage to
admit what I did.

Years gone by, but the incident still seemed like it
just happened yesterday.
I will never forget my brother's __expression when he
protected me.

That year, my brother was 8 years old and I was 11
years old.
When my brother was in his last year of secondary
school, he was accepted in an upper
secondary school in the central. At the same time, I
was accepted into a university in the province.
That night, father squatted in the yard, smoking,
packet by packet.

I could hear him ask my mother, 'Both of our children,
they have good results? very good results?'
Mother wiped off her tears and sighed,' What is the
use? How can we possibly finance both of them?'
At that time, my brother walked out, he stood in front
of father and said,'Dad, I don't want to continue my
study anymore, I have read enough books.'

Father swung his hand and slapped my brother on his
face.
'Why do you have a spirit so damn weak? Even if it
means I have to beg for money on the streets, I will
send you two to school until you have both finished
your study!'
And then, he started to knock on every house in the
village to borrow money.

I stuck out my hand as gently as I can to my brother's
swollen face, and told him, 'A boy has to continue his
study; If not, he will not be able to overcome this
poverty we are experiencing.'

I, on the other hand, had decided not to further my
study at the university.
Nobody knew that on the next day, before dawn, my
brother left the house with a few pieces of worn-out
clothes and a few dry beans. He sneaked to my side of
the bed and left a note on my pillow; 'Sis, getting
into a university is not easy. I will go find a job
and I will send money to you.'
I held the note while sitting on my bed, and cried
until I lost my voice.

That year, my brother was 17 years old; I was 20 years
old.
With the money father borrowed from the whole village,
and the money my brother earned from carrying cement
on his back at a construction site,finally, I managed
to get to the third year of my study in the
university.

One day, while I was studying in my room, my roommate
came in and told me,'There's a villager waiting for
you outside!'
Why would there be a villager looking for me? I walked
out, and I saw my brother from afar. His whole body
was covered with dirt, dust, cement and sand. I asked
him, 'Why did you not tell my roommate that you are my
brother?'
He replied with a smile,' Look at my appearance. What
will they think if they would know that I am your
brother? Won't they laugh at you?'
I felt so touched, and tears filled my eyes. I swept
away dirt and dust from my brother's body. And told
him with a lump in my throat, ' I don't care what
people would say! You are my brother no matter what
your appearance is?'

>From his pocket, he took out a butterfly hair clip. He
put it on my hair and said, 'I saw all the girls in
town are wearing it. So, I think you should also have
one.'
I could not hold back myself anymore. I pulled my
brother into my arms and cried.

That year, my brother was 20 years old; I was 23 years
old.
I noticed that the broken window was repaired the
first time I brought my boyfriend home. The house was
scrubbed cleaned.
After my boyfriend left, I danced like a little girl
in front of my mother, 'Mom, you didn't have to spend
so much time cleaning the house!' But she told me with
a smile,' It was your brother who went home early to
clean the house. Didn't you see the wound on his hand?
He hurt his hand while he was replacing the window.'
I went into my brother's bedroom. Looking at his thin
face, I felt like there are hundreds of needle pricked
in my heart.

I applied some ointment on his wound and put a bandag on
it, 'Does it hurt? ' I asked him.
'No, it doesn't hurt. You know, when at the
construction site, stones keep falling on my feet .
Even that could not stop me from working.'
In the middle of the sentence, he stopped. I turned my
back on him and tears rolled down my face.

That year, my brother was 23 years old; I was 26 years
old.
After I got married, I lived in the city. Many times
my husband invited my parents to come and live with
us, but they didn't want.
They said, once they left the village,they wouldn't
know what to do.
My brother agreed with them. He said, 'Sis, you just
take care of your parents-in-law. I will take care of
mom and dad here.'

My husband became the director of his factory. We
asked my brother to accept the offer of being the
manager in the maintenance department. But my brother
rejected the offer. He insisted on working as a
repairman instead for a start.
One day, my brother was on the top of a ladder
repairing a cable, when he got electrocuted, and was
sent to the hospital.
My husband and I visited him at the hospital. Looking
at the white gypsum on his leg, I grumbled, 'Why did
you reject the offer of being a manager? Managers
won't do something dangerous like that. Now look at
you, You ar suffering a serious injury. Why didn't you
just listen to us?'

With a serious __expression on his face, he defended
his decision, 'Think of brother-in-law. He just
became the director, and I being uneducated, and would
become a manager, what kind of rumors would fly
around?'
My husband's eyes filled up with tears, and then I
said, 'But you lack in education only because of me!'
'Why do you talk about the past?' he said and then he
held my hand.

That year, he was 26 years old and I was 29 years
old.
My brother was 30 years old when he married a farmer
girl from the village.
During the wedding reception, the master of ceremonies
asked him, 'Who is the one person you respect and love
the most?'
Without even taking a time to think, he answered,' My
sister.' He continued by telling a story I could not
even remember.

'When I was in primary school, the school was in a
different village. Everyday, my sister and I would
walk for 2 hours to school and back home. One day, I
lost the other pair of my gloves. My sister gave me
one of hers.
She wore only one glove and she had to walk far. When
we got home, her hands were trembling because of the
cold weather that she could not even hold her
chopsticks. >From that day on, I swore that as long as
I live, I would take care of my sister and will always
be good to her.'
Applause filled up the room. All guests turned their
attention to me.
I found it hard to speak, 'In my whole life, the one I
would like to thank most is my brother,' And in this
happy occasion,in front of the crowd, tears were
rolling down my face again.

Love and care for the one you love every single day
of your life. You may think what you did is just a
small deed, but to that someone, it may mean a lot.
Have a nice day everyone! May this story inspire you
in any way!

Wednesday, June 25, 2008

WE r rule by DICTATOR




We r rule by DICTATOR..................

I know it sound harsh but hey.....its true OKAY!!!!
We are rule by them, wat we know is just Pay And Pay....wat else? was damn pissed when i was in the petrol station and the regular pump attendant was telling me" TOWKAY....ki liao hor" Iknw wat he meant, petrol price increase....haix.

It getting more and more expensive to drive and with more ERP charges i think im going to just put my car in a box and keep in carpark...wats the point to drive?

They give us a bit of cash ,let say bout $500 to help us overcome the recession and they take 100% percent back from us with these little little things they increase...I RATHER THEY SHAFT THE $500 UP TO WHERE THE SUN WONT SHINE AND LEAVE THE PRICE AND INCREASE OF LIVING COST ALONE......

They make it so easy for ppl to buy car with easy loan and financing but they take all of it back with the cost of owning and driving...SIR, from the bottomof my heart,u got a fucking good brain!!!!!

Wat can ppl like us which is proud to be called SINGAPOREAN DO? noting and really nothing at all.... we serve 2 yrs in army and still serving as NSman.and we cant even have a say or any option...Its either their way or the HIGHWAY,talk too much u kena fine dun talk u r just bottling up your feelings which is dangerous for yourself. I just recently got fined from CMPB cos nver attend IPPT and RT ,and its $300 gone....WTF!..I didnt go cos i was wrking and to attend 2 times per week RT is just too demanding for my boss to allowed, im wrking in fnb and not in office...and if i lost my job, do u think they will help me put money on the table? YA DREAM ON!!

I SERIOUSLY feel we should have opposition and a strong party to fight for the rights of the middle and lower income ppl,even though we all know we cant will,Look at the past opposition party and wat happen to them? Talk alot kena sue, cannot pay? go jail, bankrupt and lots more....

Yes im angry, but wat can i do ? nth just blog and complain here... haha

disclaimer..( wat ever written here got nothing to do with anyone ,dead or alive) LOL

Saturday, June 21, 2008

COW OR COW


MOO MOO MOO......thats wat ppl know how a cow sound like, and i wanna tell u that i like or i definitely loves COW...


Cow,gives us lots of food,milk and some culture worship them..even if my culture didnt worship them.I do....i loves them.Their colour,their sacrices,their milk, and their movement really is cool....

Some cow oso have piercing,cool right... especially if they pierce on their nose. i likeeeeeeee.

I oso believe that cow is infact a gives from god to all mankind and to me especially..to some of u , u might be wondering y this guy post something bout COWS,i just wanna say to u that I LOVE COW........

Sunday, May 25, 2008

THE JOURNEY HAVE JUST BEGUN.......eleven




26th April is the last time i blog and time have been very kind to me..... After leaving Menotti and say my last goodbye to the staff, my boss and mentor Chef Roberto and my lovely kitchen i working on a new place......

Its not as big as Menotti but its where i feel comfortable in, 30 to 40 seating...a place i called my own and all my hardwork paid off when i open the door..

I name the plc....ELEVEN.....y ELEVEN U MAY ASK?

Firstly its the address and secondly ELEVEN IS MADE UP OR 1 AND 1 =11 .. In life u can nvr be or live alone, even if u think u can... the other 1 will be GOD... for me Tia is my other 1 and hencefore ELEVEN IS BORN......

Saturday, April 26, 2008

I Think i stop BLOGGING


U R ENTITLED TO YOUR OWN OPINION AND IM ENTITLED TO MIND...

DATS the title for my blog and i think its time i stop writting....Y? i just hated the tagboard and the comments some of them wrote...its just felt like i cant express my thoughts and feelings here without being condemed and run down...not one blog i write have all the good comments and motivation,there r sure to be a bad apple in a basket of good apples

Someone nice put up this blog for me to express my thoughts and feelings as i been keeping all my sorrow and hatred in me, its really eating me..and my fren put up this blog with all the things i need for me to express myself as she thinks its not good for me to just keep and hide all my sorrow in me..Thnks FIZ!!!!

I think its time im back to square one and hide all my sorrow again, the blogs really helps me alot in writting down all the incident,sorrow,happinese and things that happen to me and my life but even that oso ppl wanna run me down...i dunnoo y?

I apologised, i told them im sorry and even at times regrets wat i did in my past and some ppl still cant forgive me,maybe to them black will always be black and can never be turn to white.....yes i agreed its hard and difficult,but im trying my best and trying hard......

I work 12 to 14 hrs a day day and night and i love to write and blog bout things and even that u ppl have to take it away from me..its cruel though but i undersand we r living in a cruel world and society,im just an odinary guy who wrks my ass off for a lving and making the best of wat i have...and even that i cant be given the freedom or write and speeech....

Im just so tired of this cyberworld things and i think the best plc to be is in the reality world and my own world.....SOrry i removed the TAGBOAARD and to those who leave me a positives comments, i thank u from the bottom of my heart and to those who leave me a negatives comments, thnks to u that i wont write how i felt anymore...im not angry ,just dissapointed cos wen i suddenly felt that by writting i have a freedom or speech and thinking....u ppl throw me back in my own prison wall even without checking if im guilty or not...

Cyberworld is truly a cruel world where ppl just hide behind their pc and talk bout ppl,i dun wan this anymore and for my job.... if i was given the choice, i would choose the ovrseas and left all this behind and if its happen.....its my third time in solitary.....FIRST...while i was in prison.....SECOND is wen i got a divorced ....and THIRD......is because of how ppl think and their perception on me............I may look strong n fierce but im actually weak, im weak with all the negatives thought ppl have on me and for the record...im just truly dissapointed with all the TAGG.......remember the title of the blog.....U HAVE YOUR OWN OPINION AND I HAVE MINE ...but your opinion is just jumping into conclusion

Friday, April 25, 2008

Cant fight the feeling......



CANT FIGHT THE FEELINGS....I TOT IM STRong


Normal friday night with big reservation and crowd. its a slam jam day for me... out of the many customer a couple caught my eyes, its a gal i used to date with and meet...... and no matter how strong and stuck up i look, i felt funny, funny that i still feel sad and the jealousy is still there,, no i dint blame her for the break up nor hated her, i just felt its oso not my fault tooo....WHO IS TO BE BLAME?

I nvr sked her if thats the guy she been meeting with or seeing,cos i remember she left me cos i cant commit, i cant gave her wat she wants which is marriage.... i cant spend time and cant even have a decent date.... i know its wrong..BUT....during all the times that i cant date, i cant meet and i cant speend time with her...WHERE THE F%*k AM I? ....im working my ass off in the kitchen and no weekend off and public holiday off for me.....

So is it my work to be blame or is it my passion for cooking?

I will nvr tell her or sms her this, but i just wish i nvr see the sight of them being together, i just wish i nvr hve to be there and see them eating,flirting and having an enjoyable time together, its not that im angry....its just that yes i admit, im jealous.....

But i just wish her all the best and hopefully she found wat she is looking for cos,for me....thru out all these years....i am still searching..searching for wat i oso dunno, but im still waiting for the time wen i have my alightentment......

Thursday, April 24, 2008

happy days



AFTER THE STORM AND RAIN....THERE WILL BE SUNSHINE N MAYBE RAINBOW



Its been few weeks or restless sleep and lots of worries.....finally,i realise that nobody suffer forever,wheels go round and round and wen u r at the bottom,u will eventually go up again ....

I have lots of job oppurtinity that i was shocked myself,all offers suddenly poured in an even my boss have already sign on few new plces( which means we r growing).My regular diners suddenly offered me a place for a chef and willing to take my team, he wanted to open up his own restaurant and willing to hear wat is my terms, my fren in malaysia offer me a job in one of the big hotels,the food supplier which i ordered food from is asking me to join them as his boss is opening a gourmet shop and cafe,2 jobs in perth and even a cooking sch email me to join as a trainer....HOWS THAT FOR A START?....Its good news for me

But my main priority is to hear wat my BOSS AND MENTOR ,CHEF ROBERTO had to offer as there is so much more i can learn from him and the trust he given me all this while is something i thnks him personally.....

ps....for someone name ria who leaves the comment on my comment box,Im sorry if i have hurt u in anyway, but dun go laughing and smilling on somebody else downfall cos in life,,, y the hatred? it wont earn u anything or it wont make u rich? just moved on with life ......and u might not know when is your turn>>>>>>>>

Tuesday, April 22, 2008

cont


contd......................I tot i was strong but to tell u the truth, i been having sleepless nights ,today the chef and manager from the german outlet came down and have a talk bout the renovation,kitchen stuff and equipments for hand over and its struck me that...the time is nearer and nearer and the worse things is i cant do anything bout it....my hands and legs are tied and i really feel like shit...

Even though i know i dun owned Menotti but i can proudly say that, its my life over there,every single incident and details, i was directly or indirectly involved
i spend more time over there than in my own bloody home, if i was a gal,, i would cry openly there..but i still have to remain focus,cool and professional bout the whole things...only god knows how i felt at this moment

Losing menotti was like a failed marriage, and i been there b4, the feeling is the same and i really cant do anything but play the waiting game.... and now the renovation will start earlier....i have sleepless night, dun talk that much,losing appetite and it really hurts alot..i just wish that i could turn back the clock and wrk harder to generate more sales for menotti, but i always tot i did my best, and perhaps my best was not good enough....

I guess this is life, things can just change for an instant and u have to be clever to deal with it,im just waiting for the instruction,and decision from the company and take it from there and start all over again,only this time....its not MENOTTI

Saturday, April 19, 2008

cont........


cont................ after 4 yrs of wking in menotti,suddenly we r going to change the concept and food,from italian to german,from plce for eating to plc of drinking,its a pity and sad moment in my career thinking bout it....

My boss promised nobody is getting fired or the changes wont be massive one but to me it simply means...Thers no more MENOTTI,no more raffles city for me. I really dun wanna be seperated with my team and even my team told me something which touches my heart...they say" CHEF, if we r to be seperated with each other, we all going to tendered our letter,deep in me, i was crying, crying with tears of dissapointment that the ppl who i shouted,scolded, and reprimand during their work stint here actually wanted to staay on with me in their career...DUN GET ME WRONG,i scoded-for thier own benefit and learning process....i shouted-during operation times to get things going and smooth sailing and i reprimanded-to let them feel that nobody is indispensable for me at anywher...

I really wanted to stay with them but as a chef and an employee for my BOSS,i have to respect his decision and his visionfor the group best interest...he promised he will have a plc for me and my team to startn wrk together again after Menotti and he promised that he will find a plc for me,but....its not MENOTTI and it will nevr be the same again.....

Come july, than i know where i go and wher i stand.. i might stay , i might go...watever it is, MENOTTI is one of the best plc i wrk at and it will always be in my heart and memory...... LIFE WILL NVR BE THE SAME AFTER MENOTTI.....

Friday, April 18, 2008

GST.....Give Some Take.......more

thats the hidden meaning for the some of money given to us .... i got $600 and they pay me in 3 times payment......wahhhhhhh.

wahhhhh FOR how long? i rather they shaft the $600 up to the plce where the sun dun shine than give it to me.....y? give us some money later they take all our money.... look at the rising price of everything.... damn scary , petrol,rice,rental ,erp,transportation,minister pay,minister pay...all go up, only our pay.....NEVER,wen is the last time they say, we will increase PTE sector pay? dun have lo...only GOV sector go up,up, and up....sian,as if ppl in pte sector earn more than in GOV....HAIX

Its getting really difficult to live in sg,the rich getting richer n the poor n middle income family,getting worse...

I dunno how long can we stand n suffer and ponder upon our future generation, they will suffer more ,,, i will make sure by kids... will join the gov sector and enjoy the priveledges....bonus,rebates and much much more.....but wat to do...SINGAPOREAN MA,,, only can talk in blog,frens n taxi driver......but LLPL....cant do anything

Monday, April 14, 2008

My time is up...............


Hi guys, im sorry for not updating the blog...was going thru a bad patch ...I got the news that in 3 month time..Menotti is going to be change to another outlet,a drinking plc with more beers and less food...Y? the changes is due to the fact that Menotti does not generates enough to sustain the high cost of rental and raw product...Some customers are whining that y is there such a need to change the concept and i have to explain that with due respect for my Boss and directors,the changes is more to a business strategy than anything else..

I been here since DAY 1 and yes i admit, wen i heard the news... i go home and cried.Did the changes affect me? yes it did.....very much infact.I was here wen they opened their doors, i was here thru thick and thin and i was here wen Menotti was at its peak and making money......I was here wrking with just 3 staff before, wen the kitchen nearly caught fire,was here wen lots of things happen and i will definitely be here wen Menotti closed its door.....

This is the place where i make a name for myself,wrking my ass off and bring it to where it belong and only to lose it due to higher rental and higher Raw materials, theres nth we can do as we cant increased the priced anymore cos we just did it and by increasing more....we lose customer..

Till than..... i see how my job gonna be but i will produced and continue serving a good quality food and serviced untill we closed the door..........

Wednesday, April 2, 2008

once in a life


Fyi, I'm a Muslim, but not really a staunch one, but becos of religious beliefs, as well as going thru my religious studies as an RK subject fro O "Levels", it actually enlightened me to the next level.

I am not sure of which religion you're having, but i don't think that will pose any difference. I believe every religion has a fundamentals of relieving sentient beings from suffering in one way or another.

I took Muslim Studies as my O Level subject, and i also join my school's muslim Studies Society, primary to learn more abt the religion.

So during those days, i got to learn abt the meaning of life & death. In a Islam teachings death may mean enlightenment, which is a people going to a Paradise & never need to be reborn to this world of sufferings.Or people who had bad karma will be punished accordingly , or suffer some other things depending on their deeds done in previous life.

I especially agree that a person will feel very upset when thinking of death. Actually, we can feel this upsetness even if we see a funeral of some unfortunate accidents resulting in deaths. Cos we are all humans, have emotions & feelings, so its absolutely normal.

Its not easy to curb such things cos its always in ourself. A people who doesn't drop tears & have emotions isn't normal at all.

For me as a guy, similarly, i can drop tears why I hear an emotional song/music piece or after watching a touching scene from a movie.

I can truly understand that type of feeling you're having. I can tell you is that, everyone will have the same feeling, just that people don't want to face it. I can say that the people working in hospital is the most emotionally strong, cos there're deaths regularly in that place.

My own mindset is, try to accompany parents whenever we can, try to see what they like to do or things that they favour, we try all means to achieve that to make them happen. Its really very ironic, becos we can only be more fillial to parents only when we're at this age. I suppose we are more matured now.

I am not an expert counsellor, so i can't give superb advise to you, but the thing to do is not to take things too hard. Let go a bit, don't dwell into things too much. Thats why when you go for religious lessons, the respective religious teachers could also provide good guidance & advise to students.

Hope that i am not that naggy. I done Quran reading in Secondary school days. Now hardly does it. Its helps to relax mind & stay focus.

I hope this will be meaningful to thoese of u which read it... Y diffrenciate ppl with colour,race or religioun,we all have RED blood.....

Sunday, March 30, 2008




I was walking around in a Target store, when I saw a cashier hand this
little boy some money back..


The boy couldn't have been more than 5 or 6 years old.


The Cashier said, 'I'm sorry, but you don't have enough money to buy this doll.'


Then the little boy turned to the old woman next to him: ''Granny, are
you sure I don't have enough money?''


The old lady replied: ''You know that you don't have enough money to buy
this doll, my dear.''


Then she asked him to stay there for just 5 minutes while she went to look around.
She left quickly.


The little boy was still holding the doll in his hand.


Finally, I walked toward him and I asked him who he wished to give this doll
to.


'It's the doll that my sister loved most and wanted so much for Christmas.


She was sure that Santa Claus would bring it to her.'


I replied to him that maybe Santa Claus would bring it to her after
all, and not to worry.


But he replied to me sadly. 'No, Santa Claus can't bring it to her
where she is now.


I have to give the doll to my mommy so that she can give it to my sister
when she goes there.'


His eyes were so sad while saying this.


'My Sister has gone to be with God. Daddy says that Mommy is going to
see God very soon too, so I thought that she could take the doll with her to
give it to my sister.''


My heart nearly stopped.


The little boy looked up at me and said: 'I told daddy to tell mommy
not to go yet. I need her to wait until I come back from the mall.'


Then he showed me a very nice photo of him where he was laughing. He then
told me 'I want mommy to take my picture with her so she won't forget me'


'I love my mommy and I wish she doesn't have to leave me, but daddy
says that she has to go to be with my little sister.'


Then he looked again at the doll with sad eyes, very quietly.


I quickly reached for my wallet and said to the boy. 'Suppose we check again,
just in case you do have enough money for the doll?''


'OK' he said, 'I hope I do have enough.' I added some of my money
to his without him seeing and we started to count it.


There was enough for the doll and even some spare money.


The little boy said: 'Thank you God for giving me enough money!'


Then he looked at me and added, 'I asked last night before I went to sleep
for God to make sure I had enough money to buy this doll, so that mommy
could give it to my


sister. He heard me!''


'I also wanted to have enough money to buy a white rose for my mommy,
but I didn't dare to ask God for too much.


But He gave me enough to buy the doll and a white rose.''


'My mommy loves white roses.'


A few minutes later, the old lady returned and I left with my basket.


I finished my shopping in a totally different state from when I started.


I couldn't get the little boy out of my mind.


Then I remembered a local news paper article two days ago, which
mentioned a drunk man in a truck, who hit a car occupied by a young


woman and a little girl.


The little girl died right away, and the mother was left in a critical state.
The family had to decide whether to pull the plug on the life-sustaining machine,
because the


young woman would not be able to recover from the coma.


Was this the family of the little boy?


Two days after this encounter with the little boy, I read in the news
paper that the young woman had passed away.


I couldn't stop myself as I bought a bunch of white roses and I went to
the funeral home where the body of the young woman was exposed for people
to see and make last


wishes before her burial.


She was there, in her coffin, holding a beautiful white rose in her
hand with the photo of the little boy and the doll placed over her chest..


I left the place, teary-eyed, feeling that my life had been changed for
ever... The love that the little boy had for his mother and his
sister is still, to this day, hard


to imagine.


And in a fraction of a second, a drunk driver had taken all this away
from him.




SO TO PPL OUT THERE....LOVE YOUR FAMILY AS IF THEY WILL BE GONE TOMORO AND TO THOSE IDIOTS WHO DRINK N DRIVE........ GO TO HELL

Friday, March 28, 2008

world gone crazy.....





Seen a couple of pic from the website and going to share with u .... look at the spermbank in china....cool huh...wish SG sperm bank starts this too and i bet with have a long Q n the bank will nvr be short or SPERM.....PLS MR MINISTER, hear my suggestion....LOL

Look at Ah Meng,he is enjoying himself with the BLOWJOB...who says only man enjoy bj....so do animal...

The other picture, showing the young monkey doing his own bj...cute right?????

Wednesday, March 26, 2008

value of woman

A value of woman.....from my points of view, i know im not that religious but i could not help it after reading this somewhere...



THE VALUE OF A WOMAN.... THIS COULD NOT BE SAID MORE BEATIFULLY....BECAREFUL IF U MAKE A WOMAN CRY AS GOD COUNTS HER TEARS..A WOMAN CAME OUT OF A MAN"S RIB AND NOT FROM HIS FEET TO BE WALKED ON,NOT FROM HIS HEAD TO BE SUPERIOR OVER,BUT FROM HIS SIDE TO BE EQUAL....UNDER THE ARMS TO BE PROTECTED AND NEXT TO THE HEAART TO BE LOVED.......

The woman mention here is not only meant to be a wife,it can be our mom,siblings or frens....so be very careful if u think u wanna make gal cry....

Saturday, March 22, 2008

LEVAN WEE......


Dear Levan Wee....
read the news in paper bout your recent blogpost and heard singaporean are damn angry and pissed with the post bout ugly ppl and bout the African boy..... hmmm. Idunno y they r pissed off with u as i think wen u talk out ugly ppl, i was more of thinking that u r talking bout your ownself.....
I mean, all the while wen u wrote bout ugly ppl, its all u,u and u.... i mean look at yourself, i recalled there a saying bout...REN BU XIANG REN,GUI BU XIANG GUI....simply translated to,HUMAN NOT LIKE HUMAN, GHOST NOT LIKE GHOST....wink wink

BUt its a really bad post u did there,and i think....nobody is ugly,everybody is beatiful in their own way dude.....look at u ... u r ugly,but u got a talent.... god is great...

Tuesday, March 18, 2008





28 things u have to know bout GUYS,,,,,




1. Guys hate sluts even though they have sex with them!


2. Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.


3. Guys go crazy over a girl's smile.


4. Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him


5. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest.


6. Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved.


7. Don't talk about your guy friends to your boyfriend.


8. Guys get jealous easily.


9. Guys are more emotional than they'd like people to think.


10. Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?!..uh...nevermind.." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out.


11. Guys are good flatterers when courting but they usually stammer when they talk to a girl they really like.


12. A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.


13. Guys love you more than you love them if they are serious in your relationships.


14. Guys think WAY too much. One small thing a girl does, even if she doesn't notice it can make the guy think about it for hours, trying to figure out what it meant.


15. Guys seek for advice from girls not other guys. Because most guys think alike, so if one guy's confused, then we're all confused.


16. When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, "Please come and listen to me."


17. If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn't happen that often, so when it does, you know something's up.


18. If your best guy friend seems to avoid you or is never around when you're with your boyfriend, he's probably jealous and likes you.


19. When a guy tells you that you are beautiful, don't say you aren't. It makes them want to stop telling you because they don't want you to disagree with them.


20. When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he's definitely thinking something.


21. Guys don't like girls who punch harder than they do.


22. A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.


23. Don't be a snob. Guys can be intimidated and give up easily.


24. Guys talk about girls more than girls talk about guys.


25. Guys hate rejection, but they hate being led on even more.


26. If you are going to reject a guy, just do it. Don't say they are like a brother or just good friends, it just hurts even more. Tell them that you aren't interested in a relationship and they will respect you.


27. Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions and are MAD confusing but somehow are drawn even more to them.


28. When a guy sacrifices his sleep and health just to be with you, he really likes you and wants to be with you as much as possible.

Wednesday, March 12, 2008

pleasing a woman




Woman says there r not difficult to pleased......think again.HERE are few or i mean 54 pointers to make a woman happy.and woman still insists its easy to pleased them......haix....



A man only needs to be: 1. a friend 2 .a companion 3. a lover 4. a brother 5. a father 6. a master 7. a chef 8. an electrician 9. a carpenter 10. a plumber 11. a mechanic 12. a decorator 13. a stylist 14. a sexologist 15. a gynecologist 16. a psychologist 17. a pest exterminator 18. a psychiatrist 19. a healer 20. a good listener 21. an organizer 22. a good father 23. very clean 24. sympathetic 25. athletic 26. warm 27. attentive 28. gallant 29. intelligent 30. funny 31. creative 32. tender 33. strong 34. understanding 35. tolerant 36. prudent 37. ambitious 38. capable 39. courageous 40. determined 41. true 42. dependable 43. passionate 44. compassionate WITHOUT FORGETTING TO: 45. give her compliments regularly 46. love shopping 47. be honest 48. be very rich 49. not stress her out 50. not look at other girls AND AT THE SAME TIME, YOU MUST ALSO: 51. give her lots of attention, but expect little yourself 52. give her lots of time, especially time for herself 53. give her lots of space, never worrying about where she goes IT IS VERY IMPORTANT: 54. Never to forget: * birthdays * anniversaries * arrangements she makes

Monday, March 10, 2008

JUST FOR LAUGH

JUST FOR LAUGH


THIS IS FROM WOMAN PESONAL AD......

40-ish..............................49
Adventurous.....................Slept with all your friends
Athletic............................No boobs
Average looking.................Ugly
Beautiful...........................Pathological liar
Contagious Smile................Does a lot of pills
Emotionally secure..............On medication
Feminist............................Fat
Free spirit..........................Junkie
Friendship first...................Former slut
Fun..................................Annoying
Gentle..............................Dull
New Age...........................Body hair in the wrong places
Open-minded.....................Desperate
Outgoing...........................Loud and Embarrassing
Passionate........................Sloppy drunk
Poet.................................Depressive
Professional.......................Bitch
Romantic...........................Frigid
Voluptuous........................Very Fat
Large frame.......................Hugely Fat
Wants Soul mate................Stalker
Widow..............................Murderer

EVEN AFTER READING THIS.... I STILL LOVE WOMAN

WOMEN'S ENGLISH

1. Yes = No
2. No = Yes
3. Maybe = No
4. We need = I want
5. I am sorry = you'll be sorry
6. We need to talk = you're in trouble
7. Sure, go ahead = you better not
8. Do what you want = you will pay for this later
9. I am not upset = of course I am upset, you moron!
10. You're very attentive tonight = is sex all you ever think about?

MEN'S ENGLISH

1. I am hungry = I am hungry
2. I am sleepy = I am sleepy
3. I am tired = I am tired
4. Nice dress = Nice cleavage!
5. I love you = let's have sex now
6. I am bored = Do you want to have sex?
7. May I have this dance? = I'd like to have sex with you
8. Can I call you sometime? = I'd like to have sex with you
9. Do you want to go to a movie? = I'd like to have sex with you
10. Can I take you out to dinner? = I'd like to have sex with you
11. Those shoes don't go with that outfit = I'm gay

And finally.....

A recent scientific study found that women find different male faces attractive depending on where they are in their menstrual cycle.
For example, when a woman is ovulating she will prefer a man with rugged, masculine features.
However when she is menstruating, she prefers a man doused in petrol and set on fire, with scissors stuck in his eye and a cricket stump shoved up his backside.

Thursday, March 6, 2008

TOILET BREAK





I have to share with u this email... it makes the escaped terorist looks like a star.......If we enjoy the show PRISON BREAK....we now have another show caleed TOILET BREAK....LOL

It just normal for sg gov to say, oh...the centre was guided by MOSTLY GURKHA...ya ya ya blame and outsider instead of ourself..(wats new)

Wednesday, March 5, 2008


Lots of things is happening last week and this week........firstly, im gonna lose the laptop....secondly my buddy Chef Amri is opening his own bistro(AMRI LE BISTRO) serving authentic french bistro with modern touch.... i seen the menu and it will be a big hit with customer....its at 17 east coast road.....near the siglap shell station... i went there to take a look at the plc and i was damn proud of him...(i wish i will have something like that one day) I know this guy have the potential to make it big and even though he didnt win the chef selebriti...he proved to us he make it...so i just wanna tell the winnner and producer....U CAN SHAFT THAT CHEF SELEBRITI TROPHY UP YOUR OWN ASS....cos my buddy here proved to himself,to us and to his fans that winning is not everything.....I will give n help him in anyway i can..

chef alfie...is oso doing well in PUBLIC HOUSE @ rendevous hotel,running his own kitchen,he showing progress and earning good...no off day,7 days a week..and he got hair now.....lol.Infact he looks better with hair....

This sunday...chef akmal is having his big day...i have a mix feelings ,cos i hated wedding and nvr attend one after mine.....i just hate it as i just dun wanna remind myself of my own....abit emo , but thats life.

2 more good news, first will be the lauching of 'HANYA' in may....it will features the 12 chef monthly....so take a look ,its free anyway...lol

secondly..... the TRIPLE'A', ME,Chef Amri n Chef Alfie...will be cooking in SG EXPO hall from 20th till 23rd of march..its was an ivitation by Chef SITI DELIGHTS ..it was such an honour to be ask to cook in this pretigious event.......

Tuesday, March 4, 2008

A SINGLE DAD PLEADS...............

TO MY CHILD
Just for this morning, I am going to smile when I see your face
and laugh when I feel like crying.
Just for this morning, I will let you choose what you want to wear,
and smile and say how perfect it is.
Just for this morning, I am going to step over the laundry
and pick you up and take you to the park to play.
Just for this morning, I will leave the dishes in the sink,
and let you teach me how to put that puzzle of yours together.
Just for this afternoon, I will unplug the telephone and keep the computer off,
and sit with you in the backyard and blow bubbles.
Just for this afternoon, I will not yell once, not even a tiny grumble
when you scream and whine for the ice cream truck,
and I will buy you one if he comes by.
Just for this afternoon, I won't worry about what you are going to be when you grow up,
or second guess every decision I have made where you are concerned.
Just for this afternoon, I will let you help me bake cookies,
and I won't stand over you trying to fix them.
Just for this afternoon, I will take us to McDonald's and buy us both a Happy Meal
so you can have both toys.
Just for this evening, I will hold you in my arms and tell you a story
about how you were born and how much I love you.
Just for this evening, I will let you splash in the tub and not get angry.
Just for this evening, I will let you stay up late while we sit on the porch
and count all the stars.
Just for this evening, I will snuggle beside you for hours,
and miss my favourite TV shows.
Just for this evening when I run my finger through your hair as you pray,
I will simply be grateful that God has given me the greatest gift ever given.
I will think about the mothers and fathers who are searching for their missing children,
the mothers and fathers who are visiting their children's graves instead of their bedrooms.
The mothers and fathers who are in hospital rooms
watching their children suffer senselessly and screaming inside that little body
And when I kiss you goodnight I will hold you a little tighter, a little longer.
It is then, that I will thank God for you, and ask him for nothing,
except one more day.............






I just realised that, y we cant give our dad the same love as wat we gave our mom... i dun think we say "i love u dad" even i nvr ever say this....we just take for granted our love for our dad and will nvr ever says this....but,have we ever wonder y? Maybe because we ave this fear for dad and think of them as a fierce and stern looking man...but the only reason y they like that is because ..THEY LOVE US..
The only time i remember bout my dad is when i was a baby,and thats the only time...so i just wanna take this chance to say...DAD ,I LOVE U......

Saturday, March 1, 2008

My Greatest nightmare


Hi guys, sorrry for not updating...... My greatest Nightmares is finally happening. I luv my job and always take get pride in doing it but One day,My Greatest fear HAPPENS........I WAS ASK TO LEAVE MY JOB..

I was giving a 24hrs notice by my BOSS to leave my job,A job that i will love to die for,I was told that i was not up to his expectatition and been having unnecessary trouble at work..THAN my staff was so sad and felt than i was framed and the BOSS is so wrong..wAT im going to do now? where im suposed to go and work and lots more things playing in my ,mind...THAN staff and chef from other outlet came and consoled me...... i WAS hurt,angry and even hated my BOSS for doing this to me and being unreasonable....THAN some of the staff treatened to resign if my BOSS insist of me going...THAN some of the managers asking me to report the matter to the relevant department,THAN i was told by my Operational manager that i can leave on the very day ..THAN o slowly hand over evrythings to my SOUS chef ...THAN........



MY MOM WAKE ME UP FROM MY SLEEP AND SAYS...OI, WAKE UP, WAT TIME ALREADY?
LOL......sorry, its just a lame joke...hope it brighten up your day though..but, thats really is my BIGGEST NIGHTMARE