Thank u so much

Since i came back... life been a roller coaster,ppl been cruel and work really sucks..CHEF ARE TREATED WITH RESPECT OUTSIDE OF SINGAPORE!

But some ppl stick by me,some ppl stand by me and some even help me stand up on my feet.GOD send me these ppl and yes i thank you so much GOD. I nearly lost my faith but every time i did, u send me a sign , a light or a person to save me.. u send me an ANGEL.

Angel do exist and i now believe it......... An Angel touch my heart and an Angel stand by me,promising to be there for me,promising to love and care and promising to go thru thick and thin......

I wonder y at times,others treat u better than your own. others care for u more than your own, others loves u more than your own......

to those who loves n care for me, i THANK you from the bottom of my heart... to those who still hates me... i say FUCK OFF and get a life...


As long as there is GOD, there will be ANGEL..... as long as there is ANGEL.. i walk this path feeling safe and secure...

Suicide Mission which turns out well.....very well

24th of July.. a date that i will remember as long as i live.

Me and my good fren Chef Amri was asked to cook for 150 pax with the student of ITE college and the menu from the diva KAK AZIZAH.( I'm her biggest fans and I'm always dumb struck when i see her,she enters the room with an aura that makes u feels her presents)

Me and Amri came in on the 23th and assigned the kids to do the miss-en-place for Sunday and we can see that ,these kids can do the work........but

on the 24th,things goes wrong... ,we just know that these student only started school 3 months ago,we knows their experienced is very limited and than we realised...... its a suicide mission!

We just prayed and hoped everything will be just fine, we just hoped all will be OK and goes smoothly and really really hope that nothing terrible happened cos when things goes wrong, i not only failed for myself,i oso failed lots of ppl there including Kak Azizah and that's wat we dun want.....

I talked to Amri and told him that, no matter wat... we 2 have to make it happen.... we rushed,we pushed the student, we pushed our self to the limit and beyond... we both skipped lunch and dinner and stays back in the kitchen while the kids is resting....we pushed n motivated each other,and today i can proudly says and bring shame to those guys who thinks Chef Amri cant win the Chef selebriti show.....I'm showing my middle finger to u...and will tell each and everyone of u that this is a good and multi talented Chef that makes even your winner to shame.............

Working with Amri was just too good, 2 chef in the kitchen,doing wat we do best...giving advised to each other and seeking advised from one another... i could not pulled this off if they give me anyone else....and this i will remember for life....

During serviced time... we managed to get things done and we try to do it right and fast..... we have some minor outburst with each other and to the kids....but we managed.... we both have the same mentality at that point of time and we rather die trying than die sulking......

AT last we did it, ppl loves the food, the media is there,the news reporter is there..we are praised over n over again on stage and after all that,we both still managed to cleaned the kitchen.... we both almost exhausted and by looking at each other we wanted to just hug n congrats but both of us know we wont do that ......


WE GAVE A NEW MEANING TO THE WORDS........Above all challenge yourself. You may well surprise yourself at what strengths you have, what you can accomplish

Walk thru a tunnel and never saw any light...damn whers the exit!

Everybody says...when u walk thru a tunnel,u see a ray of lights ahead and there is Hope....wheres mine? Coming back from Manado really change my Career,I had few offers locally and overseas,I really wanted to go away again,but i will missed those in Singapore.I wanted to stay in Singapore but the offer given was not that attractive at all. WHAT HAPPEN ? These few months was really bad for me, i mean i been thru worse...but this is BAD enough for me. Money stops coming in,Few frens got caught up with the Law,my daughter seems drifting away,Cars that i wanted to buy was sold,had a fren who passed away in an accident and few others shit..yes babe, I'm in a pile of SHITS now.... Life have not been kind to me and never expected it to get worse,I'm digging deep inside my savings,but me being me..... i smile, i laugh and even helped others at my own personal cost! Is it time to be selfish? It is time to just think bout my own self? Is it time to say NO to ppl? Life for me was not and never about myself before... I dunno wat happen to my daughter,but she thinks those who gave her material things....loves her alot! TIA I HAVE NOTHING MUCH TO OFFER EXCEPT MY DEEPEST AND SINCERE LOVE TO U ! My family does not even know a thing bout wat I'm going thru,they still think i have tons of money in my banks and just by opening their mouth,they get it.. I JUST HOPE IT WILL BE OK SOON....IF NOT, IN TEENAGERS LANGUAGE THESE DAYS.. I SAY F.M.L( fuck my life)

Kimabajo Resort--------- memories

Grass is always greener on the other side------------its true,cos i worked in a Resort

Went away to work in Manado Indonesia,really opens up my eyes,being an expat and Chef in a far away land was never easy for anyone,we missed our family,loves ones,friends and everything .
Being away from TIA was the hardest and having to work in a different environmet was a challenge,The food,staff,lodging,gay boss and lots of nonsence from the HR Department.
I was employed to change the food and i did a pretty good job on that,guest loves the food,we had no complains and staff im with are happpy with me..BUT ,not all !

I make good frens and even got my self an adopted daughter,im happy over there and feels at home. I even have an adopted family there.

Manado is totally diffierent from here,and the good ,the bad ,and the ugly memory i will always remember...


Now im back in SG and i might consider the offers i had again from abroad..


welcome back Andri....