Friday, April 16, 2010

GONE BUT NOT FORGOTTEN!


From our thoughts to our memories,
From our days to our nights.
From the east to the west,
From my love that I write.

From the sadness we shed when you went away,
But in our hearts and minds you will forever stay.

We speak in our dreams, but don't say a word.
Life means everything, even to a little bird.


Tearful eyes gazed in sadness,
Lowering you in to a hole of blackness.

Shutting out the light that you're never to see,
R.I.P. Andrew you mean everything to ME.


Yishun Secondary sch...is the place we met, he was a new student being transferred and i was the fist boy talking to him and mixed him with the rest of my friends.We stay nearby each so we went to sch together.Andrew is a notty boy in sch(so am i) so we clicked well and every time we have problem in sch with other boys or Principal, i oso have the same things .... we got caned together, got caught for smoking together,misbehaviour and lots more...One day , we did a Vanilla ICE haircut and got caught by the Disciplined Master, we were asked to shaved the side of our hair and OMG we look damn stupid....

Despite his behaviour,He is good in Graffiti Drawing.... WE were best of friends till we ended sch .

I met him again,wen he was in NS and he was at his worse point of life,at that time, i only tell him ...bro, u got to wake up !

Recently i met him with his Gf on the train and yes, i see the Andrew i know, the smile,the way he talked and his behaviour.He changed, he changed alot and i think its his GF that makes him change,Thanks Mitchelle

BUT.......few days back, i met him ,this time he lies quietly in a coffin,a good fren and a good man have left all his loved ones behind, i talked to the mum, i talk to the GF and some mutual friends that we had at the funeral..all happy to see each other but together we mourn for Him.....

A good hearted guy just left, and lots of broken heart to heal...Buddy,I'm sorry i didn't have the guts to see u in your coffin, I WANNA REMEMBER U AS HOW I DID LAST TIME AND NOT DURING U LIE DOWN IN YOUR COFFIN....

Pls God if u hear my pray,put him to a place where he will be happy and blessed his souls...if i can ever turn back the time,i will always be hanging out with him and we will guide each other along the way ....now all left is a memory, a memory which hurt me every time i look at his pic...... Andrew,if u hear what i say bro,look at how many of us felt sad when u left,look at how many of us wish u were here......

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

thanks andri for your entry on andrew. yes we all noe he's changed alot and i thank god for that. i know he wanted us to do so many more good things together.. he's doing very well in his career and i noe that now, he's at a safe n peaceful resting place in God's care. I missed him terribly and i wished he hadn't left us so soon, i wished i can honor him as my husband but we were one step too late to walk dwn e aisle. But i thank god for everyday spent with him, all e good n bad times, and most importantly, i thank god for everytime i think of him, i smile. He may be gone but just physically, his memories are what nobody can tk away from us.

Thank you on behalf of my loves,
michelle