Wednesday, January 30, 2008

TIA IS 6YRS OLD NOW



Times do travel fast and i was shocked to hear Tia is already 6 yrs old and thats the number of years i been a divorcee...haix haix haix..She is as sweet as any 6 yrs old gal if not sweeter, she really knows how to plesed and makes me happy..She will always have the same answer if i ask her.." Tia... u love mummy or daddy?" and she will say " Tia loves mummy and daddy" hows sweet is dat for a dad to know that after all this year and with a new father of the other side...she still loves her daddy....

She really grows up following my character and attitude,vain and always smiling and laughing, and bring joy to ppl around....thats my gal,she still as close to me as b4 and very clingy, she sleeps after im home and will hug me to sleep.At times while she is sleeping , i stroke her hair and tears actually flows down thinking bout wat me bringing her to this world and not letting her stayed with the ppl she loves most as in mummy and daddy...Tia.DADDY is sorry bout this and daddy will regrets this for as long as daddy live.......

Now she already started to ask, y she had 2 daddy and y i did not stay with mummy anymore,thats kind of question really hurst for any single parents.She does not allowed me to get married still, cos my dad was asking her can daddy get maried and she says i have to wait till she grows up than im allowed to get hitched.....i know its sound silly to listen to a 6 yrs old kids but i think, thats wat i been doing....

Maybe she know and sense she lost her mummy to another man after my ex remarried in 2005 and does not want the same thing to happen to her daddy too....she is not being selfish but being realistic bout wat happen in life.... she is one hell of a smart gal..

Tia ...DADDY wishes u a happy 6 birthday and i hope u forgive daddy for watever happen in the past with mummy, u will grow up to understand the problem that adults face and u will come to term with it..Daddy will gives u the best that a dad can give his child and will never leave or take u for granted... I will promised myself that i will guide her well in life and not make her go astray as wat been told and seen that child from a broken family always have difficulties going thru life... Daddy will make sure that will never ever happen to u DEAR.....


I just hope tia forgive daddy and continue to love daddy as long as u can cos one day, i know that i will lost her wen she got married and moved on in her life...

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