Saturday, October 11, 2008

AYU magazine write up





Sorry for not updating the blog so long, Recently i did a food column with AYU MAGAZINE a new lifestyle mag..I like the interview , the food i did and the photo taken of me and the food....

SAYUR LODEH WRAPPED WITH CABBAGE
KETUPAT WITH PRAWNS AND GARLIC SAUCE
RENDANG IN RED CHILLI AND LINGUINE PASTA

They ask me to do the traditional malay food and play with the idea of cooking and representing it... hope u like the pic and the mag out since last month...lol

Saturday, October 4, 2008

My Life


The Best Life

My Life

The sufferings
The joys
The worries
The dreams
I promise myself to try
I promise myself to go through
I promise myself to accept without prejudice
Embrace courage
Embrace learning
Embrace actions
Fulfill life with love
Fulfill life by paying grace forward
Live with resilience now and forever
With no regrets
With no fear

Thursday, October 2, 2008

LONELY CELEBRATION





After 1 month of not so complete fasting, comes the big day,,children looking forward to it,mum busy cooking and dad with last minute maintenance of the house....everybody in my family was watching tv and giggling away except ME.

After work,i came home and straight to the room, lying and feeling down.. i dun understand y too...TIA wont be with me, and the feeling of loneliness struck so bad.

On the day itself... i lie down on the bed without even coming out to eat,i miss going out with just my family... i know that i only get that feeling in 2001 but that 1 time with my own famliy really makes a differnce and with tia not with me, i felt worse.....some frens asked me out but i lied and say tia is with me, im going out with parents and bla bla bla....im sorry

I JUST DUN FEEL LIKE DOING ANYTHING EXCEPT SLEEPING......GOD it feels so bad and sad and i hope.....it wont happen again

Tuesday, September 30, 2008

Warrior GONE




The opposition plays only a marginal role in Singapore, where it complains of limited access to the pro-government mainstream media and restrictions on public assemblies.

Jeyaretnam was to appear in the High Court on October 15 to seek an order that a by-election be held for a vacant seat.

G. K. Pamela, another of Jeyaretnam's relatives, said the court challenge was related to Jeyaretnam's desire to enter parliament again.

"That was his wish," she told AFP in tears. "Such a good man. Why did God take him?"

Jeyaretnam's long-time ally and Reform Party executive, Ng Teck Siong, said it would be "very hard to find another man to fill his shoes".



He passed away this morning and wen all of his family members became silences 1 family will be HAPPY, happy that the bug on their body finally lost, the bug that constantly makes them worry and sick gone away.Im sorry SIR,I nvr wanted to label u as a bug,instead u are a WARRIOR, a man who makes some of us realised how "well" we treated by the ruler....(I JUST RECEIVED THE PAY OUT CHEQUE LAST NIGHT, HAPPY LAH..BUT AFTER 7 HOURS,RULER INCREASED THE ELECTRIC BILL!!!!!!DUH.Than give me for wat? might as well pays for my next month bill right?

MR JB was and icon, a great fighter and the voice of the minority(THE OTHER FAMILY IS THE VOICE OF MAJORITY) he fight in wat he believed in and how many ppl dare to that.

I met him once in person while i was a chef in an outlet, hE CAME to eat with a fren and wen his fren ask for the bill,i was there telling him.SIR..LET ME HAVE THE HONOUR TO TREAT U FOR LUNCH, and he was thanking me and asking for my namecard,thats the closest i get to him..

Like wat his relatives say, Y? do god have to take him, he was a good man...YES MAAM, i totally agreed with u,god loves him and take him away from the suffering he got from the OTHER family which owns SHIPYARD.TRANSPORTATION.BUILDINGS.LAWYER FIRM AND MORE....and still wanna make the ppl suffer by "PAYING N PAYING"
GOD BLESS HIS SOUL AND WEN 1 MR JB PASSED AWAY, THERE WILL BE ANOTHER 5 RESURFACE...

Monday, September 29, 2008

Would we guys felt intimidated?




Hi guys, just wanted to ask opinion bout stuff... if u met a gal which is richer than u, more confident than u, drive a more expensive car than u and better dress and looks than u...would u feel intimidated and carry on pursuing her?

How many of u would and how many of u wont? i guess its a 50-50 answer i will get cos if i were to be in that situation.. even im contempleting on wat to do next?

To pursue her, u have to come to terms bout others telling ppl that u with her is just because of wat she have and not wat she is...and she will oso be thinking bout, do u really love or have feelings for her? or just wanting to have a share of wat she had?
By not pursuing... u will waste a chance of getting back the love she had for u . and giving away a chance that she might not really care if u are rich or poor,as long as u love her....

Its something so simple yet so delicate but its not something to be taken lightly..so would u guys hold back or pursue?

Thursday, September 25, 2008

ANAK= CHILD











FOR TIA QISTYNNA

30th January 2008 u be exactly 6 yrs old and daddy separated with mummy exactly 6 yrs too, yes dear.. its hard on u,daddy know .Now u been asking mummy and daddy, y we divorced? y daddy dun wanna come back to mummy? does daddy love mummy anymore? and u even tell daddy,that daddy cant get married till u grown up...
Daddy know the day Will come when u ask this question, but daddy always thought that it wont be so soon but now u already started to ask...I hope u dun ask daddy all that cos the question will just make daddy sad and tears will start falling again...

Mummy got married again, Tia already had a new DAD and i hope u treat him good and with respect cos your new DAD is a good man, he promised to take care or u and mummy.Mummy and Daddy already on talking term and we promised to give u the best that we could, to some... daddy spoilt u, but if daddy didn't spoilt u...who else can daddy spoilt? Daddy always buy u gift and present and seldom shout or scream at u,Even at times daddy is having financial problem,daddy still obliged with your request for gifts and toys,Daddy do all that is just for one reason only and that is to make u happy,YOUR HAPPINESS MEANS THE WORLD TO ME TIA ...cos, daddy felt that daddy wronged u..Daddy brings u out to this world and makes u wonder..Wonder y u have 2 dad and 1 mummy? y daddy is staying with granny and not mummy? y u must follow daddy on weekend and mummy on weekdays?

Daddy nvr thought of marriage and maybe daddy wont. If that's Wat makes tia happy. Daddy always refer tia as my princess cos no one can or will replace u in my heart, u always be my princess,Yes daddy knows at times daddy scolds u or even shout,but that is for your own good
.
Daddy hope one day , tia will be proud to have a daddy like me,proud to tell others that tia had the BEST DADDY.

DADDY HOPE, ONE DAY...TIA BE A GREAT DAUGHTER AND WILL LOVE DADDY ALWAYS..

You're The Reason I Live And The Reason I'd Die
You're the Reason I Smile Yet Break Down & Cry
You're The Reason I Keep Going And The Reason I Fall
Cause Without you In My Life I'm Nothing At all.
luv u always Tia

Wednesday, September 24, 2008

China tainted milk


This are some of the product that being recalled back cos of MELAMINE tainted milk, please read till the end and see wats being advise by SINGAPORE HEALTH AUTHORITY................



Nestle Nes D/Stick Mini Vanilla
Nestle Nes Distick Mini Choco
Meiji Ujikintoki 2978
Meiji Umakabo Chocolate
Meiji Family Pack-Green Tea
Meiji Chestnut & Redbean
Bairong Grape Cream Crackers
First Choice Calcium Sesame Crackers
First Choice Calcium Saltine Crackers
First Choice Calcium S Onion Crackers
First Choice Calcium Seaweed Crackers
Ginbis Party Animal Butter Bisc
Ginbis Party Animal Seaweed Bis
Ginbis Party Animal Cnut
Ginbis Animal Biscuit
Kraft Oreo Wafer Sticks 18s
Kraft Oreo Wafer Sticks 5s
Kraft Oreo W/Stick Wh Choc 18s
Kraft Oreo W/Stick Wh Choc 5s
Nabisco In A Biskit Chicken
No Frills Wafer Blueberry
No Frills Wafer Chocolate
No Frills Wafer Peanut
Pei Tian Cream Biscuit
Silang Natural Oat Cracker
Dove H/Nut Alm & Raisin Choc
Dove Hazelnut Choc
Dove Milk Chocolate
M&M Choc Candies Plain%
M&M Choc Candies Peanut%
M&M Choc Candies-Plain
M&M Choc Candies-Peanuts
M&M Funsize Milk
M&M Funsize Peanut
Mentos Bottle Yoghurt Promo Pk
Mentos Bottle Yoghurt
Snickers Peanut Chocolate%
Snickers Snacksize Bars Pnut 5
Want Want Milk Candy
Take One Baby Bites 24s
Take One Baby Bite Ck Vg
Take One Baby Bite Carrot
Nestle Milk & Berry Stars Crl
Dutch Lady Ster M Lf Banana
Dutch Lady Ster Mk Lf Plain
Dutch Lady Ster Mk Lf Choc
Dutch Lady Ster Mk Lf Sberry
Dutch Lady Ster M Lf Hnydew
Dutch Lady Ster M Lf Hnydew
Dutch Lady Ster Milk Plain
Dutch Lady Ster Mk Lf Choc
Dutch Lady Ster Mk Lf Sberry
Dutch Lady Ster M Lf Banana


PLS TAKE NOTE -SINGAPORE HEALTH AUTHORTY WARNING.....ALL MEN ARE ADVISED NOT TO SUCK CHINA GIRLS BREAST AS THE MILK MAY CONTAIN MELAMINE!!!!! LOL

my dear fren



I dedicated this blog to my dearest fren PAT

U took your bags and left for england after your failed relationship,I think its a big step u took and just drop wat u achieved in SG and go to a foreign land to make a living,I suppose some of us opposed to the idea of u leaving but most of us cant do much as u already set your mind...

U fall in love with someone deeply, got hurt and go... we all missed the laughter,the sweet ang mo gal,who is there for her frens if they need help and ideas, your ideas always help us around, your laughter always cheer us up and your beleive in the word" EVERYBODY DESERVED A SECOND CHANCE" really wake me up..I dun complain or sigh on my misfortune and downfall, as much im being ignorant, i listen tentively on wat u say to me... u know wen to put my feet on the ground when my heads get too big.. and lastly...U BELIEVE IN ME.....U believe my cooking and my food. u encourage me to excel and push me forward... u supported me wen ppl condemn me...thnk u so much patricia

My first pesonal catering was cooking for u and our frens at your open hse.. u like the food and they love it too...its give me a strong encouragement to push forward..

Now u gone, not gone from us, but away from us, i hope u doing well in england and i represent the rest of our frens... we all miss u here in SG

and thnks for being a wonderful fren

Andri

Saturday, September 20, 2008

H-A-P-P-I-N-E-S-S


HAPPINESS - words or feeling that u enjoy,happy and glad that it happen

The real QUESTION is... how long can happinese last or is there an everlasting HAPPINESS??????

To me frankly there is NONE, nothing last forever and so does HAPPINESS. Tia is my HAPPINESS now,ELEVEN is my HAPPINESS now,COOKING is my HAPPINESS now.. would it last forever?
Tia will grow up, get married and left me,ELEVEN is still too early to judge and COOKING ? How long can i hold on to it?
Even RELATIONSHIP does not last,we will die and leave our love one, Now i even wonder how many married couple had their HAPPINESS?

Yes, they are HAPPY FAMILY,but wat bout the individual happiness? The DAD,MOM,KIDS,GRANDPARENTS,IN-LAWS or even RELATIVES...can we be happy or assure that they are HAPPY?

RELATIONSHIP? as fast as its starts..it can end the next day, We though our partner loves us,but they found someone new. The mom tots she found a good husband,but he cheated on her,The dad thought she found a loving wife,but she too cheated on him..and it goes on and on....so where is the HAPPINESS?

GOD created man and woman,but GOD didnt makes us stick to one man or woman...GOD gave us the money and assets we had but GOD dint gave us HAPPINESS that we seek.Money is needed but they are not everything.

HAPPINESS TO ME IS SHORTLIVED AND THATS WAT I WILL REMEMBER.

Tuesday, September 16, 2008

JUJUR





SOng lyric which is good and meaningful...

JUJUR = tell me the truth if u dun love me
by Radja( Indonesia Band)

Duhai kekasih pujaan hatiku
Apakah kau memberiku satu arti
Sedikit rasa yang bisa kumengerti
Bukan sumpah atau janji

Buktikanlah bila ada cinta
Setulus hatimu bisa menerima
Sebatas kejujuran yang kau miliki
Bukan sekedar bersama

Jujurlah padaku bila kau tak lagi cinta
Tinggalkan aku
Bila tak mungkin bersama
Jauhi diriku lupakanlah aku
o ho...ho..ho..hoo

Jujurlah padaku bila kau tak lagi cinta
Tinggalkan aku
Bila tak mungkin bersama
Jauhi diriku lupakanlah aku
Selamanya

Sunday, September 14, 2008

HARI RAYA Once again



Muslim round the world is having their fasting season and once again AIDILFITRI is round the corner..this is the worst time for me as 7 yrs altogether..It means i only had Tia to celebrate with me. I manage to get 1 year of AIDILFITRI as a HUSBAND and 7 YEARS as a SINGLE FATHER..
I still feel sore every year as im not able to celebrate as a family for TIA and i hope she understand it too..I will dress u in the nicest clothes, i will buy u the nicest shoe.I promised u that wat MUMMY can get for you, i get u the same or even better.. U be my princess for that day i promised...
The first AIDILFITRI she celebrate with me and my ex is when she is still a baby and after that its just me and her every year...luckily i have my family which brings us around or else i dunno where to bring her to.
This year will be like any other year, daddy promised Tia that im going to make u a happy gal and we are going to enjoy ourselves...

Saturday, September 13, 2008

SINGAPORE — Most bus and train journeys except those for children, students and national servicemen, will see fare changes from 1 October 2008

Again again again ................WTF,WTH they thinking bout again? may those who approved this rot in hell( GOD i hope u grant my wish)

Every single things go up... only SG SALARY capped is not cos due to the various nation invasion to work in SG, CHINA, NEPAL,INDIA,SRI LANKA,THAILAND and many many more...jod all they take, they become rich and SINGAPOREAN still must slog like hell.. thats all because we are rule by 1 king,we are still not a republic but just one hell pathetic country rule by 1 hell of a MONEY MINDED KING....

Even when they increased the Fare, the petrol price decrease...so y my daughter transport company didnt gives me back a rebate? I dunno how others take it ,but for me.... I will NEVVER vote for The KING ANYMORE.....vote oso i suffer, nvr vote i oso suffer.....no DIff..........

Wednesday, September 10, 2008

Eleven@bussorah




Took over in may 2008 and its bout 3 month since i running it,Initially it was damn slow,but slowy its picking up... well,its not easy running it as there are so many things to do and care about... the menu,the food,the price, the marketing,the groceries and such....

The last chef sell fusion food and im bringing ITALIAN in bussorah st....ppl was telling me WTH im thinking bout selling ITALIAN in ARAB area.But with patience and determination, it really paid off...I could not remember how many painkiller i took,just to be present and cooking over there...I only have 2 staff in the kitchen and 2 staff on the floor( due to budget constrain) LOL

It takes awhile for ppl to come for my $13.90 set lunch and ala carte dinner..but we now busy most of the days during lunch crowd...thnks to GOD.

Now im promoting the RAMADHAN SET DINNER @21.90+ ,Thanks to BERITA MINGGU which feature my place in their sunday paper...we have a fair share of muslim coming to eat...its really tiring for me but the sattisfaction it gives me when ppl enjoy your food is really something which i cant describe.....

Thanks to few of my frens which help me with Marketing, and with my poster..I cant make it happen without u ppl....Thanks for those which came to try my food and if its not up to your standard, please come again and give me a chance to cook for u one more time......

I wanna clasp my hand and wish all of u my sincere gratitude for the understanding and chance u entrust me by prparing your food...

And to those who have hatred for me, let it go , it wont help much for both of us..U dun have to tell ppl that im a PLAYER and SUCH...let them judege me themself and im happy with wat i have and who im seeing ....... if u think i did u wrong in spoiling your marriage with the gal( U know wat u did) ....let GOD punish me and not by you....U know where i am ,confront me if u wan, just dun be a KEYBOARD WARRIOR!

Sunday, September 7, 2008

WHY NO SECOND CHANCE FOR ME..new paper on 7th september




I read with disgust bout the story on FUAD RAHMAN...It happen everywhere in SG,the YELLOW RIBBON PROJECT as much as it sounded so good, it does not help ex convict totally...cos lots of Gomen. body is not ready to accept it totally... i dun think u find ex convict in GOV ORGANISATION?

When even the GOmen dun wanna employ them? wat makes them sure that local company will? DUH!!!!!!!

For the case of FUAD RAHMAN was axed from being one of the performer in the HARI RAYA SHOW( cos there a lot of VIP) is a one hell of a lame excuse even if it comes MAJLIS PUSAT .... Y do u judge him cos of his past and not cos of his achievement and determination? DUE TO PPL LIKE U ... EX CONVICT TURN AROUND AND ASKING THEMSELF,Y DO THEY NEED TO CHANGE WHEN SOCIETY ALREADY HAVE A CERTAIN MINDSET OF THEM.....

So wat if he spots a tatoo? i met ppl who have tattoo on their body and now teaching religious class, i met ppl with a dark past and now an IMAM which lead ppl to pray in mosque, i met ppl with tatoo and dark past but a heart full of GOLD...so y THE HELL DO THESE PPL BEING JUDGE FOR THEIR PAST MISTAKES?

we are all human being and we dun judge ppl based on that, If having VIP is the reason y FUAD is not allowed to perform... i rather see FUAD in action than seeing the VIP... if the VIP were afraid that their life is in danger cos one of the performer was an ex convict...Y DUN U MR VIP,SIT AT HOME AND WATCH THE SHOW FROM THE COMFORT OF YOUR OWN HOME.

Thursday, September 4, 2008

Food n woman----similarity but never the same


Today im goin to write bought woman n food.After so long working n cooking my ass off in the kitchen, i came to realise that cooking n maintaining a woman is so much alike.... they both need tender,loving and care to do it...

To cook something nice, u have to have the right amount of ingredient,salt,spice and the meat or fish items must be not overly cook or undercook.... the sauce must blend well with the items and dessert must be sweet and of course the wine..

Woman, cant be overly spoilt or totally ignored too. U cant spend so much time with them or too little time with them too. U have to a well balance of TLC and too much of it will make u regrets for life and too little of it will make u lose the gal u love.... so its just lke cooking, u have to be well balance in anything u do both in cooking and in love...

BUT....most chef i know, is very good in cooking but a jerk in relationship or love life, so wat went wrong? did they overcook the dish or undercook it... i guess all of them undercook the dish.. simple? y? cause most of the time we are cooking in the restaurant thats y... and we forget that woman needs us as much as the kitchen needs us.So who do we choose? WOMAN OR WORK?

For most chef , work is their top most in the mind? cause we have to work to earn money thats y? and we man knows very well, if we din have money.... we are nothing in the eyes of ppl or woman, At times we do feel lonely and deprived, buts thats life... u CANT have everything u wan . So either u live with it or get another job....

For me i will stick to this job no matter wat it takes for me to achieve my dream and i guess this is the only job in the world that i love to do and i wanna do it well.



EVERYONE HAVE THEIR DREAMS AND I CAN BE SURE THAT IM LIVING IN MY

Wednesday, September 3, 2008

Not everything money can buy



Change Your Thinking

It will take just 37 seconds to read this and change your thinking.

Two men, both seriously ill, occupied the same hospital room.

One man was allowed to sit up in his bed for an hour each afternoon to help drain the fluid from his lungs.

His bed was next to the room's only window.

The other man had to spend all his time flat on his back.
The men talked for hours on end.

They spoke of their wives and families, their homes, their jobs, their involvement in the military service, where they had been on vacation.

Every afternoon, when the man in the bed by the window could sit up, he would pass the time by describing to his roommate all the things he could see outside the window.

The man in the other bed began to live for those one hour periods where his world would be broadened and enlivened by all the activity and color of the world outside.

The window overlooked a park with a lovely lake.

Ducks and swans played on the water while children sailed their model b oats.Young lovers walked arm in arm amidst flowers of every color and a fineview of the city skyline could be seen in the distance.

As the man by the window described all this in exquisite details, the man onthe other side of the room would close his eyes and imagine this picturesque scene.

One warm afternoon, the man by the window described a parade passing by.

Although the other man could not hear the band - he could see it in his mind's eye as the gentleman by the window portrayed it with descriptive words.

Days, weeks and months passed.

One morning, the day nurse arrived to bring water for their baths only to find the lifeless body of the man by the window, who had died peacefully in his sleep.

She was saddened and called the hospital attendants to take the body away.

As soon as it seemed appropriate, the other man asked if he could be moved next to the window. The nurse was happy to make the switch, and after making sure he was comfortable, she left him alone.

Slowly, painfully, he propped himself up on one elbow to take his first look at the real world outside.
He strained to slowly turn to look out the window besides the bed.


It faced a blank wall.

The man asked the nurse what could have compelled his deceased roommate who had described such wonderful things outside this window.< BR>
The nurse responded that the man was blind and could not even see the wall.

She said, 'Perhaps he just wanted to encourage you.'


Epilogue:

There is tremendous happiness in making others happy, despite our own situations.

Shared grief is half the sorrow, but happiness when shared, is doubled.

If you want to feel rich, just count all the things you have that money can't buy.


'Today is a gift, that is why it is called The Present.'




I didnt write the story nor created by me either................but i wanna share with u guys

Tuesday, September 2, 2008

2nd SEPTEMBER


Its 2nd september and how can i forget bout it.....I was supposed to wish a good fren,teacher and someone i truly respect cos its her birthday,and damn...i forget everything bout it, wat a friend i am .

No reason will make it up cos 2nd SEPTEMBER only come once a yr and the only reason i forget to wish is cos im wrking all alone today,my staff is on mc since yesterday,today and tomoro( extract his teeth)

To my dear CHEF SITI....I sincerely wish u a HAPPY BIRTHDAY birthday and i wish u have a good birthday and may all your wish come true,i may not be a good fren cos i forget your big day( almost all your big day in your life i forgotten) yes, i think at times i might be selfish and ignorant...but i will always be a sincere fren and u always be the person i respect most in my life.... u show me the light to my dark life, u put me where i am and with all due respect to your loving hubby,he got himself the most wonderful wife that a man could find and love, unconditional love ....

Im sorry once again that i forget to wish u on your lovely day but i hope it wont tarnish the frenship we make and i hope u be happy thru out your life as a loving wife, a responsible mother,a caring teacher and a sincere fren


HAPPY BIRTHDAY
Chef SITI MASTURA

Monday, September 1, 2008

ITs one year already




Times passes very fast and its been a year since i join CHEF SELEBRITI,Its the platform for few of us where we are actually being made known to the public. I still keep in touch we few of them, chef haryani is now a full time student @SUNRICE(follow your dreams chef) Chef akhmal,got married and being promoted as a Sous Chef @ IGGY"s, Chef khaled having is own programme called "CHEF SOS" and lastly my 2 buddy TRIPLE"As chef....alfie and amri,the 3 of us still meet and in closed contact everytime...we did shows together,magazine covers and lots more.... ....I would oso like to thnks those who directly or indirectly involved in the show as well( this wont happen without u guys) Even though i dun win the competition,,,i found 2 great buddy and few good frens,i even found a teacher(chef siti)

I hope the frenship we make will remain close intact and lets us pursue wat we love best which is cooking....



MAY WE ALL DO WELL IN WAT WE DID ..........

Saturday, August 30, 2008

ELEVEN@bussorah having set break-fast for ramadhan

Im glad to inform u guys that i be doing a set menu@21.90++for the Ramadhan period....only thru reservation contact Chef Andri 92963441

Monday, August 25, 2008

chef siti



Dedicated to my teacher/mentor/guardian and a good friend

I known her when she was a judge in the show CHEF SELEBRITI,she is a good and a fair judge,she runs u down wisely when u dun perform but praised u well when u are good.Me too had a fair share or her good and bad performance highlighted by her,frankly i didnt know who she was or wat she do before but after some asking and testing her cakes which she brought along, i realised she is one very good chef and her story of how she started really heartbreaking.

She owns SITI DELIGHTS and a CELEBRITY CHEF herself.She had a long and beautiful hair and a nice and sharp face.A loving mother of 3 kids ,had a loving husband and a succesful career,she is the idol of many woman in SG and her cakes travel all the way to even many artist and even the president favorite and one of her many great achievement is to be invited to be 1 of the few pledge takers on NATIONAL DAY 2008.

She helps me,amri and alfie alot and gives us motivation and encouragement which again open doors for us and was invited to be with her in doing the first HALAL FOOD DEMO .The way she go all her way to help and encourage us is far beyond our expectation and she even kind enough to promote us in her class and let us teach in her school.

She gave me tips to improve my cakes and suggestion to improved the business,even with her busy schedule,she will answer my question and makes me feel good bout having a true frens.She even give me some advised bout my pesonal and even love lives and is truly sincere bout it..she just say,she will helped me as much as she can and not seeking anything in returned.....yes chef, for that i thnk u very much and wish u all the success....

ON BEHALF OF THE TRIPLE A ...I WANNA THANK U

Thursday, August 21, 2008

EVERY TUESDAY IS A PAY DAY




KACHIING! KACHIING!.................Every tuesday ,SG getting richer by the millions...u know y?

Monday ---- TOTO
Tuesday---- OFF
WEDNESDAY--- 4D
THURSDAY---- TOTO
FRIDAY ----- HORSE RACING
SATURDAY---- 4D/HORSE RACING
SUNDAY ----- 4D/HORSE RACING

The above table does not include/ Soccer bets/F1 bets/ Scratch cards and many many many more.....and lastly IR IN 2009/2010.... SO BY THAN SG IS NOT ONLY A GAMBLING CITY,BUT GAMBLING REPUBLIC......

The only non gambling day is tues( i think they give face to MUIS) but other than day all day betting.... so thats where they count how many ticket they eat and how much they earn....cool right?

I rather beleve they should build theme park/disney land/water world instead of casino ,just to bring in the foreigners.....right? but of cos....wat they really one is money money money money money and more money.......

we will have a new sg...REGARDLESS OF RACE,LANGUAGE OR RELIGION... SURE GAMBLE HUAT AH!

Love N like



Never leave the one you [{LOVE}]
for the one you ((LIKE))

Because the one you (LIKE) will leave you
for the one they[{LOVE}]

Theone you ((LIKE)) will give you goosebumps;
the one you [{LOVE}] will make you laugh
and send shivers down your spine.

When the one you ((LIKE)) cries, you feel sorry for them;
but when the one you [{LOVE}] cries, you cry for them.


True Love Doesnt Have A Happy Ending
BECAUSE True [{LOVE}] Never Ends

i saw these and i think its true..............

Monday, August 18, 2008

SHE BELIEVE IN ME





While she lays sleeping, I stay out late at night and play my songs
And sometimes all the night can be so long
And it's good when I finally make it home, all alone
While she lays dreaming, I try to get undressed without the light
And quietly she says how was your night?
And I come to her and say, it was all right, and I hold her tight

And she believes in me, I'll never know just what she sees in me
I told her someday if she was my girl, I could change the world
With my little songs, I was wrong
But she has faith in me, and so I go on trying faithfully
And who knows maybe on some special night, if my song is right
I will find a way, find a way...

While she lays waiting, I stumble to the kitchen for a bite
Then I see my old guitar in the night
Just waiting for me like a secret friend, and there's no end
While she lays crying, I fumble with a melody or two
And I'm torn between the things that I should do
And she says to wake her up when I am through,
God her love is true...

And she believes in me, I'll never know just what she sees in me
I told her someday if she was my girl, I could change the world
With my little songs, I was wrong
But she has faith in me, and so I go on trying faithfully
And who knows maybe on some special night, if my song is right
I will find a way, while she waits... while she waits for me!


Stumble upon this song when someone sang the song and i was reading the lyric...its and old song by KENNY ROGERS(MY parents time sia) but the lyric captured my heart with the melody and the way its being sung...This is the kind of woman that i dun mind taking notice of....Im being realistic to say that I DUN NEED A DROP DEAD GORGEOUS GF,A CELEBRITY GF,A RICH GF OR A BODY A MAN COULD DIE FOR GF....i just love a simple gal, which respect her man and acccept our flaws and past....beauty is skin deep,yes its true..we dun bring money wen we die,so y need so much? we dun stays in big condo,big cars wen we die,so y hard up for it? A woman who loves u wholeheartedly is better than a woman who buys u with her cash and beauty...LOVE WITH YOUR HEART NOT YOUR MIND........

Saturday, August 9, 2008

where have all the FLAGS gone



It comes to my attention while walking around my neighbourhood, Singaporean are not interested in NATIONAL DAY anymore,I hardly see the flags outdoor anymore.Tomoro is singapore 43rd birthday but nobody wanna be celebrating it, we all turn out to be in a mourning mode.....Y mourning?

It just because lots of us are not happy. we come to realise that SG to me is not a REPUBLIC...ITS A BEE HIVE.... bee hive cos there only 01 QUEEN BEE, THAN ARMY( wear white colour de)and the rest are US, which they called SINGAPOREAN AKA WORKER BEES...YES,every single one of us, me,u,my ucle,my cuzz,my neighbour,my fren...Cos to stay in the hive, we have to work hard, work hard to give HONEY to the hives,than u think we get to keep the honey? u siao ah!!!! all must give QUEEN BEE.Thats y QUEEN got so much honey and bigger size than the rest of the bees.

Its the same staying In SG, we all wrk hard, take mrt,pay income tax,pay this pay that,this incrreased,that incrreased ... last time they make it so easy to have a 100% loan for a new car,and wen half of singaporean bought it...than they have ERP,increased and everywhere else...and than they promote park n ride and car pool.So after ppl opt for public transport, now they wanna increased the public transport(KNN they so clever sia)

So , are we not like BEES? OUR country dun have a natural resources to sell and make money ,so we are their resources.... everything oso fine ,fine,fine...enough liao lo,they only need to ask ppl to saman us, increased price and pay tax and our country is rich liao...

So i guess, more and more singaporean are hating it and this is the only things we can do to protest,we cant do other protest, cos later kena catch, saman or even makeu bankrupt sia,so most ppl dun even wanna hang and still must buy somemore...


So remember,we r are staying in a hive with a queen bees.....

Friday, August 8, 2008

Tia , i always love u and never will i neglect u




Dear Tia


When Daddy ask u randomly that daddy is going to find a wife and get married, u say DADDY CANNOT GET MARRRIED!...and daddy ask u y? and your answer really makes daddy think,think bout daddy future... will u wan daddy to be single all daddy life?
Do u really dun wan daddy to get married to anyone cos u afraid daddy will neglect u? Mummy get married in 2005 and tis never forbid her? Mummy did not neglect u tia,just that mummy got a new hubby and at times got to spend time with him thats all... mummy loves u

One night i ask my daughter if i can get married and she says NO WAY. I told her she is being unfair to me as she allowed my ex to remarried but not me.Maybe she felt that her mum loves her lest after married as she oso have a new husband to look after other than her, maybe she wans my full attention and not shared me? maybe she afraid i will stop pick her up, hug her to sleep and never bring her out anymore...

TIA...u r wrong, no woman alive can replace u in my heart, no woman alive can stop me from loving u the way i love u always, i rather leave the woman than leaving u Tia. U r my life, and for u i live for and die for

Tuesday, August 5, 2008

OLD FOLKS



U guys must be wondering y the hell this guy post his blog at 5am in the morning.... i tell u a story that touched me and make me cry, yes i cry the whole night after i came home......

At bout 1030 today while i was on my way back to Bugis Mrt, isaw a very pitiful sight, an old woman pushing her cart with carton of boxes and few plastic bags of empty drink cans...I could not help but stop and ask her does she needs help and where is she goig at this time of the night.... she simple look at me and say she going to collect boxes and empty can so she have money to spend and eat....I was stunned by the answer and really pity her

at this point of time, thers only 2 ppl to blame i think... YOUR BLOODY CHILDREN AND GOV....NT !!!!!!

the first one cos he/she never take car of u ............. wats so difficult bout taking care of the hands that once wash your diapers, feed u and nutured u to wat u are now? 1 mother can take care of 12 child but 12 child cant take care of one mother..listen here whoever mum i met just now, if i was your dad and if i know this is how u going to neglect your mum...i wont shoot in my sperm, so that we wont have children like u... comeon la, how bad isit to take in and care for the old pitiful lady( think she bout 67)

the second one to blame is because, dunno wat the fuck they do with our CPF money,maybe they lost in some thai or indon or where investment( but dunno real or not lah) and they extend the CPF thingy till we 65 instead of 55 ..will u let your parents drive taxi at these age, or wash plate? or work in Macdonald? HELL NO... Y THEY JUST DUN GIVE THE MONEY THEY EARN WHILE THEY WERE WRKING AND LET THEM DO WATEVER THEY WANT WITH IT,let them enjoy and play golf or go holiday with the money and u ppl got no right to hold on to wats not yours in the first place.. so only retired businessman,civil servant and retired minister can play golf wen they old,OUR DAD CANNOT MEH? ...i make sure if my dad retired and i can aford to give him luxury and play golf with any of u ,i will ask him hit the ball to hit YOUR BALLS in driving range or in golf course... who the hell will manage to work till 65 unless they stayin good home,own cars with escort,having guards outside their hse, eat good food,and get paid in thousand of dollars in salary and owns holdings and lots of asset, but u oso nvr wrk in mac,drive taxi or do gardening ma, so u dunno.... i dun see the reason y we ppl owe our life to u just because u seperate us from another country......

back to the old lady, so i took out $50 and pass to her and wat she reply touched me and melt my heart, here is a lady which works till late refuse my miney,and some ppl( i dun wan to mention name lo) so rich liao still wanna sue others to make them bankrupt...hello, u must see this old lady and let her lecture u lo. I ask her im sincere in giving and i want her to go home and rest, she sat down and tell me, she will only accept it,if i let her do somthing.... so i say ok, and she say. let me read your palm and u can pay me with the money just now.... here is wat makes me cry

she says

Im a very loving person,but im stupid in expressing it
I respect old ppl and young kids and will try to help and pleased them
I always put others before me and willing to suffer because of that
Im having lots of love around me but i shun all of it just because of something happens before
I dun trust ppl easily
I a hardwrking guys but i will nvr be rich
I can hide my sorrow and happines to anyone and everyone
Im stubborn( very)
Im full of ego and worry bout ppl talking bad bout me
I Will be succesful if i leave town
In my life theres only 3 ppl that i love( i found 2 only)
And ,,,, few others

SHE gave me an advice, DUN DO TO OTHERS ,WAT OTHERS DO TO U AND U WILL LEAD A HAPPY LIFE
tHINKING of wat she says make me cry cos now iknow me from some strangers i meet and she thanks me sincerely and tell me, let your past go once and for all cos it only do u more harm than happinese


Aunty, thnks for those words and yes, i still can let go my past !!!

andri

Saturday, August 2, 2008

Smoking ban



Hi

Its been awhile since i write and i just wanna share something with u, i might be wrong but well,its my BLOG..

When i came home from work,my dad was saying.."your brother kena caaught" so i asked for wat? " for smoking"

He is below 18, so i guess its wrong..but,how many below 18 smokes in sg?u bet thers a lot, so the story goes like, my dad got to wait for another letter, and pay the $300 ( in SG is all bout money.PAY N PAY ) and than its settled

The issue here is, Y shops still selling CIGGY if the they enforce so much restriction? Underage smokers, ban in public places, in pubs and disco, have enforcementt officer catching ppl who throw ciggy butts,fined those who buy illegally and from JB and even the restaurant al fresco is allowed only for smoker,not all but 10% of the outdoor size?????


If they can banned chewing gum, y dun banned CIGGY? ..............

I guess the answer is simple, cos CIGGY generates high profit tax.....simple and straight forward, price incrreased cos the tax of CIGGY increased,and the minister will say bout "oh its unhealthy for ppl to smoke and not fair on those secondhand smokers to inhale them....yes sir,BAllss TO U....

U can allowed ppl to buy more cars,build more ERP, charge this charge that and u think the car that moved on the road gives out clean air? cleaner that ciggy smokes? ya sure....its all because of MONEY.....

Its getting more irritating and really pisssed me of with the DRAMA ,say ciggy no good but u dun wanna ban cos its reaps lots of profit and they will say, they trying to ask ppl like me cut down smoking by increasing the price...YA RIGHT...

SINGAPOREAN are no longer kids and hving the yes sir yes sir 3 black fools kind of attitude,i nvr vote for them everytime,and in times to come, more ppl wont vote for them too, its just too much....

WE wrk hard for 1 month for the money, come end of the month , get paid,pay here pay there and we left with $350 for the whole month usage while waiting for the next month pay....thats life, wat to do? cos they make it like that

Think bout it and wonder, if its difficult for us to go thru life now.....wat bout our children?? and we sing with pride the song every morning is sch......wat are we? we just and object for the country economic development as we know, we dun have natural things to even sell to the world,instead we are the natural source of income for the country........tll than,my heart is sour and lost the respect that i have to be one of u .....cos in the end of the day,i still PAY N PAY......

Thursday, July 24, 2008

i cried when i read this

Hi , this is send to me via email and seriously,i cried while reading it


A Simple Story of True Love and True Care

I was born in a secluded village on a mountain.
Day by day, my parents plowed the yellow dry soil
with their backs towards the sky.

I have a brother who is 3 years younger than me.
I wanted to buy a handkerchief, which all girls around
me seemed to have. So, one day I stole 50 cents from
my father's drawer. Father had discovered about the
stolen money right away.

He made me and my younger brother kneel against the
wall as he held a bamboo stick in his hand.
'Who stole the money?' he asked.
I was stunned, too afraid to talk. Neither of us
admitted to the fault, so he said, 'Fine, if nobody
wants to admit, you two should be beaten!'
He lifted up the bamboo stick.

Suddenly, my younger brother gripped father's hand and
said,' Dad, I was the one who did it!'
The long stick smacked my brother's back repeatedly.
Father was so angry that he kept on whipping my
brother until he lost his breath.
After that, he sat down on our stone bed and scolded
my brother, 'You have learned to steal from your own
house now. What other embarrassing things will you be
possibly doing in the future? You should be beaten to
death, you shameless thief!'
That night, my mother and I hugged my brother. His
body was full of wounds from the beating but he never
shed a single tear.

In the middle of the night, all of sudden, I cried out
loudly. My brother covered my mouth with his little
hand and said, ' Sis, now don't cry anymore.
Everything has happened.'
I still hate myself for not having enough courage to
admit what I did.

Years gone by, but the incident still seemed like it
just happened yesterday.
I will never forget my brother's __expression when he
protected me.

That year, my brother was 8 years old and I was 11
years old.
When my brother was in his last year of secondary
school, he was accepted in an upper
secondary school in the central. At the same time, I
was accepted into a university in the province.
That night, father squatted in the yard, smoking,
packet by packet.

I could hear him ask my mother, 'Both of our children,
they have good results? very good results?'
Mother wiped off her tears and sighed,' What is the
use? How can we possibly finance both of them?'
At that time, my brother walked out, he stood in front
of father and said,'Dad, I don't want to continue my
study anymore, I have read enough books.'

Father swung his hand and slapped my brother on his
face.
'Why do you have a spirit so damn weak? Even if it
means I have to beg for money on the streets, I will
send you two to school until you have both finished
your study!'
And then, he started to knock on every house in the
village to borrow money.

I stuck out my hand as gently as I can to my brother's
swollen face, and told him, 'A boy has to continue his
study; If not, he will not be able to overcome this
poverty we are experiencing.'

I, on the other hand, had decided not to further my
study at the university.
Nobody knew that on the next day, before dawn, my
brother left the house with a few pieces of worn-out
clothes and a few dry beans. He sneaked to my side of
the bed and left a note on my pillow; 'Sis, getting
into a university is not easy. I will go find a job
and I will send money to you.'
I held the note while sitting on my bed, and cried
until I lost my voice.

That year, my brother was 17 years old; I was 20 years
old.
With the money father borrowed from the whole village,
and the money my brother earned from carrying cement
on his back at a construction site,finally, I managed
to get to the third year of my study in the
university.

One day, while I was studying in my room, my roommate
came in and told me,'There's a villager waiting for
you outside!'
Why would there be a villager looking for me? I walked
out, and I saw my brother from afar. His whole body
was covered with dirt, dust, cement and sand. I asked
him, 'Why did you not tell my roommate that you are my
brother?'
He replied with a smile,' Look at my appearance. What
will they think if they would know that I am your
brother? Won't they laugh at you?'
I felt so touched, and tears filled my eyes. I swept
away dirt and dust from my brother's body. And told
him with a lump in my throat, ' I don't care what
people would say! You are my brother no matter what
your appearance is?'

>From his pocket, he took out a butterfly hair clip. He
put it on my hair and said, 'I saw all the girls in
town are wearing it. So, I think you should also have
one.'
I could not hold back myself anymore. I pulled my
brother into my arms and cried.

That year, my brother was 20 years old; I was 23 years
old.
I noticed that the broken window was repaired the
first time I brought my boyfriend home. The house was
scrubbed cleaned.
After my boyfriend left, I danced like a little girl
in front of my mother, 'Mom, you didn't have to spend
so much time cleaning the house!' But she told me with
a smile,' It was your brother who went home early to
clean the house. Didn't you see the wound on his hand?
He hurt his hand while he was replacing the window.'
I went into my brother's bedroom. Looking at his thin
face, I felt like there are hundreds of needle pricked
in my heart.

I applied some ointment on his wound and put a bandag on
it, 'Does it hurt? ' I asked him.
'No, it doesn't hurt. You know, when at the
construction site, stones keep falling on my feet .
Even that could not stop me from working.'
In the middle of the sentence, he stopped. I turned my
back on him and tears rolled down my face.

That year, my brother was 23 years old; I was 26 years
old.
After I got married, I lived in the city. Many times
my husband invited my parents to come and live with
us, but they didn't want.
They said, once they left the village,they wouldn't
know what to do.
My brother agreed with them. He said, 'Sis, you just
take care of your parents-in-law. I will take care of
mom and dad here.'

My husband became the director of his factory. We
asked my brother to accept the offer of being the
manager in the maintenance department. But my brother
rejected the offer. He insisted on working as a
repairman instead for a start.
One day, my brother was on the top of a ladder
repairing a cable, when he got electrocuted, and was
sent to the hospital.
My husband and I visited him at the hospital. Looking
at the white gypsum on his leg, I grumbled, 'Why did
you reject the offer of being a manager? Managers
won't do something dangerous like that. Now look at
you, You ar suffering a serious injury. Why didn't you
just listen to us?'

With a serious __expression on his face, he defended
his decision, 'Think of brother-in-law. He just
became the director, and I being uneducated, and would
become a manager, what kind of rumors would fly
around?'
My husband's eyes filled up with tears, and then I
said, 'But you lack in education only because of me!'
'Why do you talk about the past?' he said and then he
held my hand.

That year, he was 26 years old and I was 29 years
old.
My brother was 30 years old when he married a farmer
girl from the village.
During the wedding reception, the master of ceremonies
asked him, 'Who is the one person you respect and love
the most?'
Without even taking a time to think, he answered,' My
sister.' He continued by telling a story I could not
even remember.

'When I was in primary school, the school was in a
different village. Everyday, my sister and I would
walk for 2 hours to school and back home. One day, I
lost the other pair of my gloves. My sister gave me
one of hers.
She wore only one glove and she had to walk far. When
we got home, her hands were trembling because of the
cold weather that she could not even hold her
chopsticks. >From that day on, I swore that as long as
I live, I would take care of my sister and will always
be good to her.'
Applause filled up the room. All guests turned their
attention to me.
I found it hard to speak, 'In my whole life, the one I
would like to thank most is my brother,' And in this
happy occasion,in front of the crowd, tears were
rolling down my face again.

Love and care for the one you love every single day
of your life. You may think what you did is just a
small deed, but to that someone, it may mean a lot.
Have a nice day everyone! May this story inspire you
in any way!

Wednesday, June 25, 2008

WE r rule by DICTATOR




We r rule by DICTATOR..................

I know it sound harsh but hey.....its true OKAY!!!!
We are rule by them, wat we know is just Pay And Pay....wat else? was damn pissed when i was in the petrol station and the regular pump attendant was telling me" TOWKAY....ki liao hor" Iknw wat he meant, petrol price increase....haix.

It getting more and more expensive to drive and with more ERP charges i think im going to just put my car in a box and keep in carpark...wats the point to drive?

They give us a bit of cash ,let say bout $500 to help us overcome the recession and they take 100% percent back from us with these little little things they increase...I RATHER THEY SHAFT THE $500 UP TO WHERE THE SUN WONT SHINE AND LEAVE THE PRICE AND INCREASE OF LIVING COST ALONE......

They make it so easy for ppl to buy car with easy loan and financing but they take all of it back with the cost of owning and driving...SIR, from the bottomof my heart,u got a fucking good brain!!!!!

Wat can ppl like us which is proud to be called SINGAPOREAN DO? noting and really nothing at all.... we serve 2 yrs in army and still serving as NSman.and we cant even have a say or any option...Its either their way or the HIGHWAY,talk too much u kena fine dun talk u r just bottling up your feelings which is dangerous for yourself. I just recently got fined from CMPB cos nver attend IPPT and RT ,and its $300 gone....WTF!..I didnt go cos i was wrking and to attend 2 times per week RT is just too demanding for my boss to allowed, im wrking in fnb and not in office...and if i lost my job, do u think they will help me put money on the table? YA DREAM ON!!

I SERIOUSLY feel we should have opposition and a strong party to fight for the rights of the middle and lower income ppl,even though we all know we cant will,Look at the past opposition party and wat happen to them? Talk alot kena sue, cannot pay? go jail, bankrupt and lots more....

Yes im angry, but wat can i do ? nth just blog and complain here... haha

disclaimer..( wat ever written here got nothing to do with anyone ,dead or alive) LOL

Saturday, June 21, 2008

COW OR COW


MOO MOO MOO......thats wat ppl know how a cow sound like, and i wanna tell u that i like or i definitely loves COW...


Cow,gives us lots of food,milk and some culture worship them..even if my culture didnt worship them.I do....i loves them.Their colour,their sacrices,their milk, and their movement really is cool....

Some cow oso have piercing,cool right... especially if they pierce on their nose. i likeeeeeeee.

I oso believe that cow is infact a gives from god to all mankind and to me especially..to some of u , u might be wondering y this guy post something bout COWS,i just wanna say to u that I LOVE COW........